Yours Truly, Me.

It All Falls

When things are going smoothly, I know hell just took a break.

I've learned that when things are normal, every second's a mistake.

My friends all think I'm crazy, just a problem needing solved,

Everyone will try to change me, but I don't want them involved.

Truth is, I'm more confident when things are going south,

'Cause when my heart's not doing well at least I'm honest at the mouth.

I'll tell you how I'm feeling and I'll tell you what you've done,

And I'll tell you time and time again, when I'm sick of everyone.

Everything around me glows when I let my feelings leave my chest, 

And hell, I'm still an atheist but that shit gets me feeling blessed, 

For once, I really feel like I'm the one who's fully in control, 

It's like my fears have flown away, and I'm not even on parole, 

Friends will come and talk to me, I tell them about my good days, 

And honestly, I'm happy now and hope that this is how it stays.