My Big Brother and His Little Sister

Sadness

AB said~

LoL
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Guess who's having a looooong holiday??

Me!!!!!!! 🎊🎆🎇🍫🍦😋

Finally, the final test has been done and I'm about to leave high school.
Unfortunately, the result will be out in couple of months. So besides the fun of having no more subjects to learn and mug up, I feel anxious about my grade too.

I think it will be good though. I did my best.

I am not really free actually. I still have to go to school twice a week. In case there's an announcement or something. But it's so boring there since we, the last year students are doing nothing except sitting in our class, going to the canteen, walking around the school area and finally ending up in canteen again.

Every batch in our school plans to make a farewell occasion.
My class has decided that we will go to a resort together and spend a night there.
Not this week, but maybe one week before the graduation.
We're afraid we won't have time after graduation. We all will be soooo busy with our next plans.

After high school, of course I really want to go to the university.
I've decided to take a major in performing arts.

I maynot be confident to do the art shows myself, but I hope I can be the one behind one of the masterpieces.
Well, wish me luck.
It won't be an easy way but I'll fight for it.

Mom gave me advice to take accounting major or business management but I don't have interest in any of them. I'm afraid if I force myself to take it, it won't end well.
And mom respects my choice.

Just a few nights before I wrote this chapter, mom, my brother and I had a very serious conversation about me being outside their watch.
They told me it's dangerous out there. Especially nowadays.
I have to selective choosing my friends and they reminded me to not to be easily tempted with the outside world.

I listened to them truthfully. I swear I was crying during their talks.
I didn't know why but the thought that I will leave them for the first time in my life was sad.
Seemed like it wasn't enough, AB told me that mom and he trusted me and they loved me so much.

Dang!!! He never made it feel better.

I ended up walking to my room with red and puffy eyes.
Gosh, I never cried this hard before.

If you thought that night couldn't be worse, you're wrong.
My brother continued the section in our hall of hobbies.

His warnings are so silly but I knew he did it because he cared. And I cried more.

He said I have to stand faaar away from any male stranger.
He said if there's someone I do not know following me, I have to kick him hard.
Another advice, he wants me to not going anywhere by myself. Especially since I am terrible in remembering ways or roads.

AB also told me that A Minute of Honesty would still be working.
They will call me every Friday night so we all can play it.

Well, honestly, I'm not sure they will only call me once a week. They'll call me once a day.
Or maybe once each hour for the start.

From all the advices that he gave me, what scared me the most was probably what the seniors would do to the new students.
Every college has their own tradition to welcome the new kids.
And I have no idea what the older students in my future college will do.
Cross my fingers!!!!

Crying drained my energy. Seriously.

That night, I found myself walking to mom's room and sleeping beside her.
Like reading my mind, my brother joined us, took his place on the carpet while mom and I were on bed.
He woke up complaining about his back and I couldn't hold myself from making a comment about it.

And that's how we started another quarrel.

I didn't complain though. Our quarrel is something that I'm gonna miss so much.
😭😭😭😭

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A/N

By the way, who remembers CC a.k.a Cocky Cousin???
I told you about him in an earlier chapter.

Well, mom said that he will come to visit.
AB and I are so excited about him coming. It's been a while since we saw him.
It's kinda funny I think, considering I have a chapter here about him. LoL. XD

Maybe I have to request some souvenirs from him.
What should I ask? Food, clothes??? Or both?

Maybe both!!! 😆😆😆😆

Oh, don't forget to vote and comments, ya??

😘
Love ya
02/05/2018