my humanity

chapter 1-returned

My name is Harper just got back from my grandparents place as I call it my hell. I am going back to mystic falls there was a few things that was good that happen to me in Forks Arizona. I arrived at the door when I knock on the door a little nervous to see my family again when I put my back to the door waiting on someone to answer I heard a familiar voice say harper.

I turned around to see a guy that I knew in forks when I knew we were together until he up and left with no goodbye. "what the hell are you doing at my sisters house." I kind of yelled I just walked in as Elena came running downstairs. Elena looked at me with a confusing look. "what's going on" Elena asked in a concerned voice. "I found out something that is important I thought you might want to know something about our family." I yelled making Jenna and Jeremy come running in here.

"everyone kept this a big secret" I looked at elena as tear began to fall from my eyes. elena asked "kept what a secret." I looked at jenna and said "we're adopted." elena said "no that cant be true jenna is she right."

jenna looked at us "it wasn't my place to tell you guys." "It wasn't your place?" I began to yell I got to leave. "where you going?" elena asked in a calm way "I don't know all I know I cant stay here not right now." I stated as I shut the door behind me.

I just started walking then I heard Stefan yelling my name I ignored him then he tried to grabbed my arm I turned around real fast. "Stefan, don't not right now." I stated.

as I headed to the mystic grill I seen my old friends Caroline and bonnie as they was getting ready to leave I walked over to the bar and sat down not noticing them as I was thinking about getting some whiskey but they wouldn't give me none so I just set there by myself as I notice someone sat down in the seat next to me. a strange voice asked me "if he can buy me a shot of jd and coke" and I looked at him. "I would like that but they would give me no alcohol" he asked me "why" I looked at him in confused look. "seriously?" I grin. "I'm not old enough to drink so they wont like me." I said. we both laughed as he suggested if he can take me somewhere that wont care how old you are. I was nervous about accepting a suggestion from someone I just meant but I shake my head as he held his hand up as he lead me to his car. I notice something about it seem to be familiar. as he opened the passenger door up I climb in I looked at him thinking about asking him a question I went to speak but nothing out it like my mind would not let me ask him anything so I sat back and relaxed in the seat then pulled into a driveway that what used to a Salvatore boarding house. my mouth kind of open he asked me what wrong? It nothing I said with my head.

he opened the door to let me it was big I walked over to the books there is a lot of books I stated as he brought me a glass of bourbon. I downed hopefully he would not ask me if I was upset but he did I said yes but I don't want to talk about it so he left it alone so I sat down on the couch and I looked at him what is your name he questioned me.

"hmm, harper gilbert." I answered. why what's yours. I asked nicely.

"Damon Salvatore"

I remember Stefan telling that he has a brother but he never talk to him. I looked at him as I was confused but he asked me what then I answer him in tune are you related to a Stefan Salvatore.

"yes, ma'am, the one and only."

how do you know him he ask as I was trying to think of how to say that we used to dated then he left me high and dry with no explanation, he just up and left one day he didn't even have the balls to tell me h didn't want to be with me anymore without making him sound like a dick but I was upset so I just replied he is a friend not wanting anyone to mad at him so I just took the bottle to avoid talking anymore so I was downing then handing to Damon and we both was feeling the alcohol me more then him but he leaned in and kissed me I felt me lips moving then I backed away because I felt horrible not because I kissed him but because my heart wasn't feeling it. I'm sorry I said as a tear slide down my face then he wiped it away with his thumb.

its not you I said its me I guess I'm not over my first love I'm really sorry I kept apologizing . "I get that" Damon said as the front door opens I turn around to see Stefan walking in.

"what the hell."

Damon and I looked at him I said "what is wrong." "why are you here." Stefan asked "she wanted to drink but they wouldn't serve her so I brought her here." Damon said with a grin. Stefan rush over to look at me "please tell me you didn't drink." Stefan began to say but I look at Damon then looked back at Stefan and said okay but if I told you that it would a lie. Damon and I burst out laughing Stefan grab my wrist and start leading to his bedroom saying we need to talk now.

when we arrived in his room I pulled away from him rubbing my wrist because he hurt it by grabbing it so I looked at him and said why are you acting like this your the one that left me back in forks I was in love with you. I angrily yelled. you shouldn't be drinking at all Stefan said no one can tell me what I should or shouldn't do I officially don't have anyone in my life I just got back in town to talk to my sister nicely but you were there which made me upset to see you at my sisters house. I stated with tears streaming my eyes. Stefan try to pull me in for hug but I push him away. I went to walked to the front door but Damon me where will I go I shrugged I don't know. "you can stay here we got plenty of room just pick one" he offered. I started thinking about it then I said sure. which room you want I pause then I replied yours he just stared at me then I seen Stefan running downstairs I'm kidding I don't care which one. Damon and I laughed again he looked at Stefan and said I like this one. then set on the couch after grabbing a book and I started getting sleepy I accidently fell asleep but I kind of started waking up as someone was carrying me to my bedroom and laid me down covered me up as I dose off to sleep I said I'm sorry.

I hope you guys like this story it is the first story of mine ive written of vampire dairies. please let me know my mistakes and I will do better.