my humanity

chapter 3- you're undead!

I woke up to my phone ringing I reach for it I threw it across the room and I ran to the bathroom I felt like I was going to get sick I hate drinking that much but I don't even remember drinking that. I got up to right in my journal.

dear journal, its been four days since damon leaved why did he kiss me that day is he was going to leave I guess its for the best ugh Stefan and I kiss didn't mean for it to happen it just did but he is dating my sister so I stop the kiss.

decided to go to the living room to write to wait for Stefan to get home from school but he got a date with my sister so I just continue to but I got bored so I went to grab a book to read called gone with the wind. as I started reading "your phone is ringing." a voice whispered I thought I was going crazy because no one was her. "hello, is someone here?" I yelled. I walked upstairs to message stefan but I looked at my phone it had two missed calls and three unread text message all from Stefan but one call from elena. the text message from Stefan said the first one was asking if I was up, the second one was told me to call him let me know I was alright, and the last just let me know he use elena phone but he is coming home. I dialed Stefan's number and press call then I her the voice again when he answer his. "I am freaking out how long are you going to be at school." I asked scared. so as I was looking around the house I keep hearing the same voice so I follow to see where it was come from. I keep hearing Stefan yell my name. I'm still here I said.

I looked through the window of a steal door. "Damon." I yelled as I was still on the phone with Stefan I toss my phone on the ground as I unlock the door I dropped to my knees and I ask him "what is wrong you look like your almost dead." he whispered, "I need you help." "how can I help you?" I ask "I need some of your blood" he whispered back to me. I didn't know what he meant but I said "alright but not so hard." then he lean in towards my neck then I felt a pain in my neck then my eyes start to shut. "damon, is that enough blood I whispered because he was draining my blood. he pulled back bit his wrist and told me to drink it and I looked at him confused just drink it he said.

"thank you" he said. I stared at him with a smile on my face happy that he isn't going to died.

"Stefan home." Damon grinning.

I turned around to walk back up stairs but he met me by the door frame. he push me out of that room before looking at his brother and saying touch her again and I will kill you. I stormed upstairs and went to my room and locked it.

"hey, I'm just trying to protect you." Stefan let out on the other side.

I opened it "he wasn't going to hurt me, you need to stop acting like a protective boyfriend or something." I yelled he isn't dangerous. "you lied to me Stefan." I said as I walk over to set on my bed and buried my head in my pillow. I felt his hand on my back rubbing it.

its just I..... he pause. "you what." I whine. I-I still love you harper. he whispered.

if you say so Stefan. I said but what I really wanted to say was I love you too. but the words wouldn't come out. I made eye contact you got to get going remember you have a date. he leaned down whispered stay out of the basement I looked at him fine I will. he gave me a kiss on my forehead before walking out he looked back I will be home in a little while I will call you later. as he was heading to the front door I ran to catch up with him why did he needed my blood I ask he told me that he will explain when he gets home.

I went to the bathroom before laying down when I came out I seen damon on my bed "what you doing out of the basement" he said "you let me out remember." I said "honestly no I don't remember but okay I am getting to go sleep and an hour what do you want damon." as he moves closer to me he whispered, "I want you harper I feel every inch of your body." everytime he got closer I took a step back from him until I couldn't go any further I was already on the bed he climb on top and he started kissing me with every kiss he said one word between kiss. [all you have to say is stop and I will.] I was breathing harder with every kiss. I heard my phone go off making me jump up only to realize it was just a dream I looked around. it was just a dream. I grabbed my phone to answer it.

"hello, thank you who ever this is for calling." I breath out.

"what is wrong." Stefan ask.

"oh, Stefan, thanks you calling I just had a weird dream is all. when are you coming home." I ask not wanting to talk about my dream.

in a minute he said.

as I hanged up the phone I wanted to take a bath so I took my clothes off I wanted a booked so I put on a towel to go to get the book gone with the wind then went back into the bathroom I turned on the bathroom and they had a stereo in the bathroom so I turned on the song that came on reminded me of Stefan back when I knew him in forks. I put the towel on the toilet and got in and relax. I heard Stefan yelling my name. then he accidentally walked in do you mind I'm try to relax after the dream I had.

I'm fine has you can see I said splashing water on to him laughing. he walked out as I was taking a bath I hurried up then got out.

"hey." I scream. "you don't have to scream." he said. "can you get me some clothes. I ask while waited for him to get something to wear I put a towel around me as I turned around he was standing in the doorway leaning up against the frame. I don't wear that anymore since someone I use to know bought it for me two years ago. I walked in to get my clothes out of my dresser. okay how long are you going to keep damon locked up I looked at Stefan ready to argue about his brother. I am going to let him out he isn't a bad person. I shouted at Stefan. he beat me down there I don't know how he did but he did when I got to the basement he pinned me up against the wall your not letting him out I haven't seen him this angry I seen veins under his eyes what are you I ask scared.

a vampire Stefan said. he backed up off of me. I went to go up stair to get a drink. okay so vampire are real I ask he shaked his head yes. okay that awesome I guess. why did you never told that when we were together I ask because I didn't wont to lose you he replied. I think vampires are kewl. I said

"your undead." I said. I told I was going to sleep goodnight.

I headed to my room getting ready for bed and he knocked on my door I said come in and he asked me about my dream I just stood there not knowing what to say but I said your brother. I don't know why Stefan but I had a dream about him. he looked mad but all he said was I know why.