> XiuChen* [Acceptance]

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*a/b/o dynamics, alpha-omega relationship, mates, knotting, instinctive dom/sub roles, wolf!au, top!minseok, bottom!jongdae, alpha!minseok, omega!jongdae

Actually is a supposed-to-be chapter of my book 'Be Good To Me'.

[Acceptance]

After not getting alpha's attention for a while, Jongdae feels so neglected. Like he is not a good omega to be attended to. Like he is the worst omega in Minseok's eyes again.

Somehow, it triggers his condition, after a long while; it is back from under the back of his mind once more.

And that is why he is sobbing and kneeling on the floor right now, head hung low and tears running down his face as he waits for Minseok to come home.

He is in that position for almost an hour now, and knowing that Minseok might or might not have known, he whimpers. Murmuring under his breath to alpha, please come home, I need you.

When he has heat, Minseok doesn't force him to not touch himself when Minseok is not there to help him. It is already an established rule. Jongdae can try to please himself when Minseok is still not there, but of course not with other alphas; just with himself.

Yet Jongdae doesn't, because he thinks that after these weeks of no cuddling and 'I love you's and neck kisses and making love, Minseok forgot him and forgot he has a mate and forgot he has an omega to take care of.

You can't blame Jongdae for acting like this. His condition is never curable and Minseok really slightly forgot, that once Jongdae feels neglected, he overthinks things and suffers anxiety and depression.

This is just one way of Jongdae to ease the feelings out, to act like this, vulnerable, so so submissive and needy, even if he is not usually like that. A part of him trusts Minseok to take care of him like this because this is what alphas want right? Alphas want their omegas to ask them to take care of them, isn't it?

This is what good omegas do, right?

Jongdae feels a pain in his chest, because his heat makes him feel so weak and small and desperate and he wants Minseok's cock, Minseok's knot, Minseok's touch, Minseok presence, but he can't have those. Minseok is taking too much time.

He should be here by now. Even an hour and thirty minutes earlier if we think of it. Alphas smell their omega's heat ahead of time, so why is Minseok still not here?

Is Minseok not coming because he's tired of taking care of him and hearing his whines? Is Minseok already tired of having an omega like him as his mate? Did he happen to find another mate and forget him? Did Minseok just let him suffer like this?

Before Jongdae would think of more, which is what he really is going to do with his condition, Minseok happened to appear infront of him, hand set tight around the doorknob, trying to catch his breath from the miles he just ran just to get there as soon as possible.

Of course, Jongdae won't know that part.

"I'm sorry, I made you wai—"

Just then, Minseok stands there still, trying to sync with what is presented infront of him. Jongdae never wanted to do that for him, ever. So what entity just possessed his omega?

"Jongdae?" he asks warily, advancing towards Jongdae and kneeling on one knee, angling his face to get a better view of Jongdae's face that is still held hanging low.

"Look at me," Minseok ordered calmly making Jongdae tear his gaze into his eyes immediately.

"Yes, alpha."

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