EXO OTP ONESHOTS (Fluff and Smut)

> KaiSoo* [Difficult For Me] - (requested)

*a/b/o, alpha!kyungsoo, omega!jongin, self-insecure jongin, body worship, manhandling, dirty talk, omegaverse

The prompt for this oneshot was from bts_jk_9798. I hope you'll like it..! 💕

[Difficult For Me]

Jongin still shivers in arousal when he reminisces it, how Kyungsoo claimed him that night.

How Kyungsoo grabbed Jongin's jaw and pressed his lips against Jongin's own, a searing kiss for a beginning of a lasting bond.

Jongin held on to Kyungsoo so tight that day, when Kyungsoo's fangs dug deeply into his skin, pierced for a mark of property, territory, love, a promise.

A promise of being for each other until the end.

Kyungsoo is strong, especially in his heart. He's always caring and protective of Jongin, always making sure that the omega is safe and sound.

Kyungsoo gives Jongin the sweetest of kisses and the warmest of smiles, everytime a touch that no one would ever have but only Jongin.

Jongin feels so lucky because he has Kyungsoo, so the said omega wants nothing more than to give Kyungsoo what he deserves, what an alpha like Kyungsoo deserves.

But when Jongin looks at himself, he can't find out how.

Jongin has always wanted to be pleasing, always wanted to be an omega that makes Kyungsoo unable to help it but smile.

Jongin wants to be deserving of Kyungsoo's affection.

Yet his tall figure makes Kyungsoo have to look up at him when they stand in front of each other. Kyungsoo can't "properly" pin him against the wall without either him tiptoeing or Jongin bending his knees to adjust.

Jongin doesn't like his body, because every omega is supposed to look cute and obedient, pliant, desirable to an alpha. He can never forget how he was even mistaken as an alpha himself before, all due to his stature.

He can never love his voice even with how Kyungsoo always tells him he sounds adorable.

He would always try his best to keep quiet every time Kyungsoo is making love to him, afraid that how he sounds would end up turning his alpha off.

Jongin deems himself to be lesser than other omegas.

Kyungsoo must feel uncomfortable. He must feel uneasy and not much like an alpha because of how many times people has mistaken Jongin as the one who is the alpha in their relationship at first glance.

Kyungsoo must hate it, having to be not "big" and "tall enough" to be able to feel his dominance over his own omega.

Kyungsoo must've dreamt of an adorable omega that would bear his pups when he discovered that he was an alpha.

Kyungsoo doesn't tell him, yes. But he knows it within himself.

He can't even do things properly. He can't hold Kyungsoo's hand without his own fingers shaking. He finds it so hard to initiate an 'I love you', and that's most likely why Kyungsoo always strokes his hair and softly says it himself instead.