*a/b/o, union!au, top!minseok, bottom!jongdae, alpha!minseok, omega!jongdae, mating bonds, heat sex, rough, manhandling, first person pov, wolf!au
A/N: This is a supposed-to-be chapter of 'Be Good To Me' but the plot gets changed so fast that this doesn't seem fit to the book already. I thought it's such a waste if I won't put it somewhere for others to be able to read so.. yeah.. 🙃
[Is This All You Want From Me]
Minseok's POV
"Hyung.."
Fuck Jongdae, what the hell?
"Hyung, please.."
He was sweating so hard, his now hazel eyes glowing with desperate lust as he jerked himself off.
"Help.. help, please.. Please.. Alpha, I need you.."
"But, baby, I have to go to a meeting with the rest of the union and--"
"J-Just t-tell me straight to the point that I'm not important to you.. F-Fuck.. fuck off! S-Shit.. A-Ah.."
There was so much hatred in his voice (without his moans) and he seems like he's saying I'm the one who doesn't love his mate here.
I glared at him and he immediately looked down in fear but I didn't care.
"Look at me," I tried to calmly order, which to me I barely did. I know he senses my anger now and by seeing how he trembled I know my eyes are a bright glowing red already.
He looked at me hesitantly and put his hands above his thighs.
"A-Alpha, y-you're scaring me.."
"It's your fucking fault, Kim Jongdae."
"Please don't hit me."
I raised an eyebrow and went near him, holding his chin with a tight grip and yanking him up so I could look deep into his eyes which in turn flickered in a fast pace.
"A-Alpha, I-I'm scared.." he stammered, yet he kept his hands above his thighs, an obvious attempt of him to show how I have a control in this situation.
"Why are you being disrespectful again?" I asked him with a serious tone, and by the quivering of his lower lip I knew he was about to cry.
His glowing hazel orbs shined with tears, but even if he's clearly afraid he didn't break eye contact.
"I-I j-just want atten--tion.. I-I just want you.. I-I'm sorry.. but I don't feel your love anymore.. I f-feel alone.. sure as hell y-you won't care.. I-I don't matter to you anymore.."
My grip softened as I heard those words. But I didn't let go. I felt a slight but painful tug on my heart as guilt washed through me.
"Do you really want it so bad?" I asked him softly.
He nodded slowly, looking down in embarassment, his cheeks turning a bright shade of pink.
"I'm in heat.." he mumbled.
My eyes widened. How did I not notice?
I held him close and brought my hand to his hair, gliding it up to make him feel a little better.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry I didn't know, baby.." I told him as I pulled him for a kiss, a soft and passionate one as a 'sorry'.
"I-It's okay.. I understand.."
"Do you not have suppressants?" I asked. I didn't even mean anything wrong but his mood instantly changed, his eyes glaring at me and I knew what that look meant.
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