My poems

Teen

I remember,
When I was younger.
I was so exited to be a teen,
Thinking it would be full of fun,
And people I love.
Man was I wrong,
Instead of having people I love,
I had no one,
Instead of partying until 3am,
I'm up with my deep dark thoughts.
All they tell me is "kill yourself."
So I listened.
By 4am
I'm half a bottle down,
I feel dizzy
I lay down
I send a text
Not knowing what's coming next,
I hope it's death,
But sadly I woke up in a hospital.
Now I live my days being threatened,
By that hospital.
So now I live in pain,
With no control over anything