My poems

Bye

I'm not afraid to kill myself
What I'm scared of is what happens if it doesn't work out
But I'm doing this and hoping it works.

Mom, I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you wanted out of a daughter. You probably wanted a smart, pretty and elegant daughter and you were delivered this sack of shit. I'm sorry that you'll have to clean up my one last mess. I'm sorry that you'll never understand. I'm sorry I could never 'try' as much as you'd like. I love you always, and forever.

Dad, with you I'm always at a loss for words. You and I have a special bond and when I think of you I think of my likes and interests. My feelings are heavily influenced by you. Thanking you for showing me what good life is. Thank you, I love you. Sorry.

Sisters I love you and I'm sorry

To my friends, thank you for trying to help but it was my fault I was scared to cry.. I was scared to talk. Scared to be alive

To Brayden, thank you so much I just don't know how much more you could help me.. I know it's gonna be hard without me but you can do It. And I was right I will hurt you again. So here it goes my last and final sin.

To everyone, I'm sorry. You'll have to go to my funeral, you will feel obligated. But don't go unless you actually cared. I know I won't physically be there but I want to know who would've been there.

Anyways, I'm sorry. This time it will work.