My poems

Darkness

I'm alone again
With the darkness

He seems to be
My only friend

He waits for me
Each night
Trying to get
Inside my head

Most nights he wins
And the black clouds
Begin to fill
My soul

The fog
So thick that
I lose all of
My control

I hear a faint voice
Telling me it's
All okay

But the other
Things I hear
Are much louder

They say that
I'm worthless
They ask why
I try

They tell me
I'm weak
As I begin
To cry

They ask why
I'm still here
In this world
Full of hate

They tell me to
Leave, escape
this mortal state

Some nights
I want to
Listen to their
Shrieking advice

Other nights
I want to end them
To be free
of their grasp

But they've been
Here so long
They are
A part of me now

And the only way
To get them
To leave is
To leave as well

So, this is goodbye
I'm leaving this place

Not sure where
I'll end up

But I know
That how I feel
Now, lying on the floor

Is worse than
Any hell
On the other side
Of the door