My poems

Human

I just want to feel better
I want to feel a release
I want to be confident
I want to be at peace

I want to wake up
I want to feel prepared
I want to be able to breathe
I'm tired of feeling scared

I'm haunted by my past
My past won't let me go
I scream for it to leave me
It's screams louder "no I won't"

I'm so fatigued by my mind
It only inflicts more pain
My depression has me bound
It's consumed my entire brain

Dark thoughts manifest
They tell me I should die
Over and over again
Goading me til I cry

I just NEED to feel better
I NEED to feel release
I NEED to feel confident
Please let me be at peace

But the world keeps on spinning
Whilst I'm still standing still
Maybe one day I'll feel human
But I don't think I ever will