My poems

My suicide note

Dearest friend, parent, lover
Whoever might be reading this
I'm sorry i couldn't stay strong.
I'm sorry i couldn't stand it anymore
It's not anyones fault, i just wasn't meant to be here.
Just like those flowers that never bloom. They just grow and starts hanging a bit, then dies.

Dear Harley and Bo,
You know who you are and you're probably reading this right now, smiling at how you know I'm better know. You're the best person to ever be in my life, and even though you told me a couple of years ago that you were Bi i never rethought the meaning of your hugs, cause i know we're sisters.
If it wasn't for you i would have done this a lot earlier so thank you.

Dear other sisters
I love you so much! I'm really sorry I put you though this but one of you were never there. The other two have all of my beautiful nieces and nephews. Now the last older sister, I loved all the random calls. All the laughter and fun. Thank you

Dear parents.
Don't cry, i'm not worth your beautiful tears.. I have nothing more to say than i know you lost me, but don't lose courage.

Dear best friend.
Thank you for always being there.
Thank you for telling me that everything will be alright.. It just hurts me to say that you were wrong.. And i'm sorry cause i know this will bring you pain.. But i know you have some other. Nice friends who'd support you. You will be the best musician. I'll be watching over you so you better not give up on me like I did you.

Dear stranger.
I'm sorry if i was going to know you in my no longer exisisting future.. You're better off without me anyways..

Dear myself.
I'm sorry i can't hold on anymore, i know that you had your happy times, and that a lot of people longed for your life, but i couldn't stand it anymore..

Dear person
I'm sorry the voices became too much.
I'm sorry i ran out of place to make scars.. I'm sorry i couldn't stand this inner pain anymore..

Dear person.. I'm sorry.. Goodbye..