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"What did he tell you?" Josh asks me due to the shell shocked expression on my face. After the doctor told me, he left me to my own thoughts and Josh came back in but I haven't told him anything. If there was anything in my stomach I'm sure that it would have made an appearance by now. I'm pregnant. With my father's child. How am I supposed to deal with this? Get rid of it? Have it and raise it? But with who? Who would want to stay with me to raise a baby that isn't their own? "Alora?" Josh calls to get my attention again. I look up to meet his eyes and the second I do, I break into heart wrenching sobs.
Josh is in shock by the sudden crying but quickly sits on the end of my hospital bed to hug me. I grip his shirt tightly in both of my hands as I cry so hard that I have hard time breathing. Tears streak down my face as I think of the last time I was abused by my father before Josh came.
*Memory Starts*
"You can't have any friends because nobody can ever love you. You're too ugly, and slutty. I can see why nobody would love you." My father slurs to me as he drags me by my hair to his room. He throws me towards his bed and quickly follows. He pins me one the bed and rubs his crotch against mine.
"Please, not this." I cry beneath him. He pulls my pants down my legs and runs his hands down my stomach to my legs. His pants are unbuckled and he pulls everything to his knees before shoving into me. I cry out as he quickly pushes in and out of me. After minutes of torture, he finishes inside of me and rolls off of me before passing out.
*Memory Ends*
"Alora, please, tell me what he said." Josh pleads, breaking me from my memory. I shake my head and continue crying on him. "What did he tell you?" he demands. "If you don't tell me, I will hunt down that doctor and force him to tell me." he threatens.
"J-just don't th-think of me differently?" I plead through my crying.
"I would never. I love you because of who you are, not what has happened to you or what you look like." He promises me.
"You have to think before you act and if you leave me here, I will never look at you again." I tell him.
"Alora, you're freaking me out. Just spit it out." he pulls away to hold my hands and look at me warily.
"Josh..." I start. "He-he... he got me pregnant." I finally spit out. His jaw drops open as he stares at me not saying anything. He stays like that for countless minutes. "Josh... say something." I plead as my hands start to shake. He shakes his head and pulls away from me and starts pacing the room before finally leaving and slamming the door shut behind him. I stare at the door for a minute and start to feel completely lost. What am I supposed to do? The door opening again makes me jump and expecting Josh, I'm shocked to see Luke at the door.
"Josh just stormed out so I thought I would come up to see what happened." He says with confusion on his face. "What did the doctor tell you what was wrong?" he inquires.
"I had a temperature of 104 but now it's down to 99." I say emotionlessly. "Did Josh tell you where he was going?" I ask.
"No, he just ran past all of us in the waiting room then stormed out of the hospital with a pissed off look on his face." He tells me.
"Please get one of the bodyguards to follow him. He's not thinking clearly." I plead him. He nods then leaves the room to, I assume, get one of the bodyguards to find him.
I put my hand on my stomach that, now that I look at it, isn't completely flat. All I can think about is an Ed Sheeran song that I fell in love with when I heard it.
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FanfictionAlora Devine is the sister of famous drummer of One Direction, Josh Devine. After Josh left their house to follow his dream of becoming a famous drummer, their mother left Alora and her father because of the abuse she had put up with for years. Afte...