Dimples

Chapter 4

On the side is Luke Hemmings of course being cheeky as always. I love his laugh so I just had to treat you guys with a GIF. Lol. I'm going to update every Sunday if it wasn't already aparent. I just thought I'd let you guys know that. I have the story finished and so I just have to update every week until it's all on here. Hope you guys like it. Vote, comment, follow! BTW this is edited a little bit but comment if you find any mistakes. Thank you!

~outofbreath27

"Alora, please look at me." Josh pleads. I shake my head and keep my head buried in my hands. I can't deal to look at either of them. "Alora," Josh says softly.

"Can I talk to her?" Calum asks Josh softly. I don't hear Josh answer but I do hear the door open and close. I feel the bed depress from Calum's weight but I don't pull my head from my hands. "Alora, look at me." Calum commands gently. After a few moments of trying to calm myself, I finally look at Calum. The moment I look up, he has me tight in his arms. I curl my arms around his neck and turn my head into his neck to cry. "It's okay. It will all be okay." He soothes me. We stay like that until we hear my door open again and he tries to pull away. I only grip him tighter, making him chuckle lightly.

"Sorry guys." I hear Josh mutter.

"It's alright. I'm just waiting for her to release her death grip." Calum says jokingly. I chuckle slightly and sniffle before pulling away and wiping my eyes. "Do you want to talk to her alone?" Calum turns to ask Josh. He nods and Calum leans in to kiss my forehead before getting up and leaving. He stands near the door while I sit up in my bed in the silence that is covering the room like a blanket.

"Say something." I demand after I start going insane from the silence.

"I love you." Is the first thing he says. "I will love you know matter what you do or what people do to you. I love you even though you're carrying that... that... asshole's child in you, but that is not your fault and I will never blame you for it. I would love you if you stabbed me in the back and apologized for it. You're my sister and I hate what he did to you. I hate him, so much you couldn't even begin to guess." He starts breathing heavier as his eyes fill with tears. "I hate him so much." He starts to cry and it breaks my heart to see my grown brother weak in front of me.

"Josh..." I say and motion for him to come to me. He sits on my bed and I pull him into my arms as the first tear falls. I have never seen my brother cry before but now I am holding him from falling to pieces. He is falling apart right in front of me and I have to be the one to pick up the pieces because I am the reason he is falling apart. He and I hold onto each other for dear life as he cries.

"Hey, Calum said to leave you guy alone but..." Ashton opens the door but stops short when he sees Josh. I wave him away but it's too late and Josh is pulling away from me with a red face. "Sorry..." Ashton mutters and walks back out.

"Sorry I started crying so suddenly like that." My brother says in an embarrassed tone.

"Everybody has to cry at some point." I tell him softly.

"Not when you're the older brother trying to comfort the younger sister." He chuckles. I smile but it quickly fades when I think of the situation at hand. "Do you want to keep it?" he asks quietly.

"I don't know." I answer truthfully. "What do you think I should do?" I ask and look into the eyes that he got from our father.

"Well, let's think it through. If you keep him or her..." he smiles slightly. "You would be moving around with us on tour because I'm not letting you go back home. The boys and I would help you take care of him. You would be supported but we would be forced to endure the disgusted looks of people when they see you or any of us really, carrying the baby. We wouldn't get a lot of sleep and I have to say that the worst part would be that you would have to be reminded everyday what he did to you if you keep the baby. AND when he or she gets older, you will have to give them some type of excuse of who and where the father is." He goes through all of the pros and cons. I nod my head through most of it.