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Chapter 6 - We'll Figure It Out

Liam's P.O.V

I stared at the patterns on the ground as I made my way to Justin's room. Each thought rolled through my head as quickly as the last, I pulled up to the royal suite. I looked up, about to lightly knock on the door, only to realize it was ajar, confused I lightly pushed through the door.

"Justin?" I called. No answer. That's strange. He wouldn't go out without locking his room, would he? Concerned I walked in to the room, there was no sign of Justin anywhere.

"Justin?" I called again. Worried now, I walked around, looking for him. As I walked in to the bedroom, an unconscious Justin lay on the bed. I put my hand to my mouth. I ran towards him scared. I shook him desperately trying to shake him out of it. I looked at the ground. An empty jar of pills lay on the ground. Tears rolled down my face. What have I done?

I soon realized what he had done. I instantly, without hesitation, stuck my fingers down his throat. He instantly vomited all over me and the bed. I didn't care though. His eyes still half closed, he looked up at me drowsily. I rocked him around a bit, to wake him up.

"It's okay Justin. It's okay, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere." I looked at him, he groaned without even thinking the words crawled out of my mouth.

"I love you Justin." I whispered as his body continued to lay lifeless on the bed. And the tears stream down my face {AN: See what I did there? ;)} creating a river of tears.

Niall's P.O.V !~(Surprise)~!

I glared at the flashing colors on the TV. I had totally forgotten what I was watching. Zayn sat across from me, doing something on his phone. I was so caught up in my thoughts. I couldn't stop thinking about Alexis. We are going on to 2 years now, we were getting serious. I'm not sure if it's just me but it feels like we're starting to drift apart. She hasn't talked to me in almost two whole months, yet I have made no attempt in reaching out to her either.

I love her, there's no doubt about that but, am I still in love with her? She's absolutely amazing, she was my first real love. It's very easy to fall in love, it's also every easy to fall out of it.

I became irritated. I glanced over at Zayn.

"Hey, what are we watching?" I questioned, lifting an eyebrow. He looked up and gave me an amused smile.
"I have, absolutely, no idea." He chuckled. He seems happier today.
"Watcha doin?" I asked curiously.
"Nothing." He answered way to quickly. He bit his lip and stared at the phone. Oh Zayn, how you try to hide things from me. I knew he was crushing on someone; no one can make Zayn smile like that.

My phone flashed in my hand. I glanced down at the screen, it was Alexis. - 'We need to talk' - If she's breaking up with me I have to do it first. I texted back - 'Call me, now.' - Almost instantly my phone began to ring, I pressed the answer button, putting the phone up to my ear as I walked out to the balcony.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey, I uh, really need to tell you something. I know I uh sh-shouldn't tell you something like this over the phone b-but I can't hide it from you anymore..." She stuttered out slowly, fear rushing through me. "Um.... Niall, I'm Pregnant." She breathed out. All of the air disappeared from my lungs, I couldn't breathe. She what? Did she just say she's pregnant? I stared out into the distance.
"Oh my god......Um... really?" I said. I mentally slapped myself, what the fuck Niall?
"Yeah. I'm pretty sure ya know? vomiting, tiredness, hunger, headaches." She explained. The line went quite. "Niall I'm scared" she said quietly.
"I know baby." I soothed. What the fuck am I going to do? She took a deep breath.
"How far along are you?" I asked.
"About 9 weeks," She replied. There was a brief pause.
"My sonograms in two days." She said.
"Okay babe. I-I'm coming home, I'll catch the next flight out." I said.
"Okay, see you soon then. I love you." She said quietly.
"Love you too." I whispered back almost inaudibly. I hung up the phone and walked inside.

I stared at the wall, I felt so weird. I had no idea what the fuck I am going to do? I love her; its not that simple. Now we are being forced to settle down and play happy families when I'm barely an adult myself.

A million thoughts ran through my mind. How was I supposed to tell my mum? What would the fans think? Management? Oh my god, the lads are going to kill me. I don't what my child to grow up in the lime light. I want him or her to have a normal life, not be watched at every minute of every day by stupid lowlife paparazzi. Fuckin' hell!

"Niall are you ok? You look like you just saw a ghost." Zayn asked his concern clearly showing.
"Really?" Was all I could get out as I stared out into the distance. Zayn walked up to me and put his hands on my shoulders.
"What's wrong?" he asked. I blinked a couple times. How am I supposed to tell him?
"Lexi's pregnant." I blurted out. He searched my face for a moment, seeing if I was joking, when he realized that I was in fact dead serious, he pulled me into a tight hug.

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Harry's P.O.V !~(Another surprise)~!

As Louis and I threw our shiny coins into the Trevor Fountain, I smiled, my life is simply perfect at the moment. I turned to my boyfriend and smiled at him.
"What'd you wish for?" He asked me. I giggled and bit my lip.
"Can't tell you, it won't come true." I giggled, yes, giggled, the things this boy does to me...
"I fucking love you." He said as he placed a soft kiss on my lips.
"I love you too." I said. I quickly looking around to see if anyone was watching us, the place was packed. Thankfully no one was really watching us though.

As we walked around the streets looking for somewhere to get food, Louis checked his phone, he stopped walking and let go of my hand.

"What's wrong?" I asked. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion at his sudden mood change.
"Um...News update from the lads. Justin's OD'd and Lexi's Pregnant." He said, still in shock.
"Wait, What? Lexi? Justin? What?" I was really confused.
"Um Liam just texted me. He's at the hospital with Justin, he tried to over dose and Zayn texted, saying that Alexis is pregnant."
"Is Justin okay? How's Niall? Wow, a lots happened in an hour." I said.
"Um how about you go back to the hotel and help out Niall, figure out what's going on? And I'll go to the hospital to find out what's going on there and once you sort out Niall come to the hospital?" He suggested.
"Yeah, okay."
"Okay I guess we better go." I let go of his hand. "I love you." He said. I pecked his lips.
"Love you too boo." I said lovingly. Sighing, I walked off in the other direction.

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Once I arrived at the hotel room, I walked in to find a quiet Niall in a chair and a distraught Zayn pacing back and forth.

"Hey lads, what's going on? Louis told me to come figure this shit out." Zayn grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me to the side and began to whisper in my ear.
"Niall just found out Lexi's pregnant and he's kind of freaking out" Zayn said sadly. I sighed and walked over to Niall who was curled up on the couch hugging his knees. I rubbed his back.
"What'd she say?" I asked sympathetically, he looked up at me.
"She's nine weeks, that whole time she was ignoring me she was pregnant, she's been hiding it from me. She's going for a check up in two days... And I'm going to go home to her." He explained.
"Not without me your not, you need moral support." I looked him in the eye. "Okay?" I asked. He sighed.
"Kay." Was all he could say.

"I know this is all a shock but I have got to shock you again...... Justin OD'd and Liam found him, they're at the hospital with Louis. And we have got to go meet them there." I said. He flicked his hand.
"Let's go then." He spoke, all emotion dry.