Hard To Face Reality | Complete | J.B. | BXB

Chapter 8 - Love Is Scary

Justin's P.O.V

I stared at door of my hotel room, thinking about, well everything. Niall's girlfriend is pregnant... I almost died... I told a GUY I loved him. I have a boyfriend. This would be one of those times where a person would say there life is completely fucked up. It probably is fucked up but I just think it's interesting.

I swiped my room key and walked in. I dumped my bags on to the bed. It felt too familiar. I sighed and sprawled myself along the bed. As I stared at the roof my phone beeped. I pulled out my phone and squinted at the screen. New Message: Unknown Number 'hey it's Zayn. Are you back yet??? Wanna hang out????' It read. How did Zayn get my number...? Liam. I smiled at the thought of him. 'Sure. Where you at?' I replied and saved his number into my phone. 'Room 206, Bring food.' He replied. Chuckling I grabbed my phone and room card, fixed my hair and walked out the door.

Zayn's P.O.V !~(Surprise :O)~!

I stared at my phone as I began scrolling through twitter. I was following some random Directioner when I heard a knock at the door. I got up and walked over towards the door. The door swung open and an adorable Justin stood there smiling like a cheese ball, holding a pizza in his right hand. He was wearing a neon green Snapback with a white shirt, denim skinny jeans and neon green supras. I didn't realize I was staring until Justin spoke and snapped me out of it.

"Take a picture, it'll last longer!" he said smiling.
"I'm taken dude." He said again slapping my back and walking in . Taken? By Liam?
"So does that mean you and Liam are officially a couple?" I asked. I shut the door and followed him over to the sofa.
"Yep" he said popping the "P" and falling on to the sofa. I sighed opening the pizza box that now sat on the coffee table. Something inside me turned.
"So what do you want to do?" I asked taking a bite of greasy pepperoni pizza.
"We could play a video game or something. Watch a movie? I don't know?" he said. Finishing his slice of pizza.
"Wow, someone's hungry!" I said with a slite laugh.
"Are you kidding me? Hospital food is horrible!" He said chuckling.
"Alright let's play GTA." I suggested, grabbing a controller and handing it to him. It was pink. He let out a laugh.
"I like your controller." he said jokingly, flashing a breath-taking smile. I felt butterflies go beserk in my stomach. I couldn't stop staring into his precious brown eyes. Justin coughed making me look away.

Well that was awkward. I turned the TV on and put on the game.

"So Liam told me you just broke up with Perrie." Justin said bringing up the topic I was dreading. No one knew about my experience and why I really did break up with Perrie.

Flashback

I was out clubbing with Lou and Haz, we were in a club the boys were over the other side of the dance floor, away from me and probably grinding all over each other. I shuddered at the image that popped into my head. I decided to go get a drink from the bar.

As I sat there sipping on my drink, I noticed a guy a couple stools down from me trying to flirt with a hot guy who was sitting next to him, he was failing miserably. He seemed familiar. I recognized his low husky voice from somewhere. His light blond hair that was gelled up into a quiff. I couldn't help myself from laughing at his failed attempt of flirting. He turned around and raised an eyebrow at me.

"Do you think you can do better?" He said chuckling and ignoring the guy next to him. I looked him in the eye, I did know him from somewhere. I knew him well.

"Cody? Cody Simpson?" I asked I couldn't believe I'd run into him and here of all places. I have known him for years. He smiled widely at me.

"Zayn, wow I haven't seen you in ages." He said pulling me into a hug. "It's good to see you." He said happily.

"Yeah you too, what have you been up to lately?" I asked smiling warmly.

"Well I'm actually on tour at the moment." He said biting his lip. I looked him up and down; he was wearing a tight fitting white shirt, showing off his defined abs nicely, a mint green hoodie that matched his green vans and black skinny jeans. I bit my lip, he looked hot. Wait, what? No I did not just say that about him, he's one of my best friends. Well, used to be anyway. He smiled at me.

"How are the boys?" Cody asked.

I really didn't care about them at this point, I wanted to be focused on us. I stared into his beautiful grey-blue eyes. It made me feel like we were connected, I didn't realize he was staring back until the space between us began to get smaller and smaller. He stopped moving closer and thought about what he was about to do. I mentally groaned not wanting him to stop what was about to happen. I gnawed on the inside of my lip as he began to smirk he licked his lips.

He finally reached my lips, he smiled into the kiss, the only explanation for what was happening left my mind and I focused on just him. Our lips moved in a perfect motion, I slid my hands down to his bum, squeezing it, making him groan. I giggled as he held my face and slowly pulled away disconnecting our lips.

"Let's go" He breathed out, pulling me out of the club.

End of Flashback

I didn't realize I was daydreaming until Justin screamed.

"Yeah baby! I won!" He yelled excitedly and started dancing around, being all weird. I couldn't help but laugh at his little victory dance.
"Your such an idiot." I said chuckling. I put my controller down and crossed my arms.
"No seriously though dude, are you ok? You sort of spaced out after I asked you about Perrie..." He pushed. I let out a long sigh.
"Yeah, no, m'fine, just day dreaming." I lied.
"Hey do you want to go out and do something?" Justin suggested.
"Sure, wanna go to the movies?" I asked excited.
"Um, of course I do!" He said grinning. He jumped up and collected up his stuff.
"Okay, give me a sec I'll just go get my jacket." I said disappearing from the room, grabbing my jacket. I came back in and Justin and I made our way out the door.

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When we arrived at the theatre we decided to go see Paranormal Activity 4. Justin insisted on paying for the tickets, so I insisted on buying the popcorn and drinks.
As we sat down in the theatre the advertisements began to play. I couldn't help but realize how his eyes glowed in the dark with the gleam of the screen reflecting of his face, he was practically glowing and I could not stop staring. Justin noticed me staring and coughed.

"You're missing the start of the movie." He said raising an eyebrow, I cleared my throat and looked away.
"Sorry." I said sighing and focusing my attention on the movie.
As the movie began to get scarier, Justin wasn't taking it so well.
"No no no no don't, turn around!" He screamed at the screen. I smiled at his attempt to save a fictional character, on a screen. Suddenly a black figure popped up out of nowhere on the screen.

I laughed at Justin while he screamed like a little girl. He hugged my arm and hid his face in my chest. I bit my lip, I couldn't help but enjoy the position we were in. No stop it Zayn, he's dating your best friend. I shook away any stupid idea that was threatening to enter my head. Justin slowly pulled away embarrassed. His cheeks turned to a bright red, I chuckled he looked cute when he blushed.

"Sorry.... Sorry." He said blushing harder. Well that wasn't awkward...

Once the movie finished, I was totally amused and Justin was completely traumatized. I was actually surprised at how much a movie scared him. As we walked side by side back to the hotel, Justin flinched at every little noise or unnatural movement his surroundings made. I couldn't help but smile at his behavior.

"Ohh babe, are you scared?" I asked laughing, popping out my bottom lip.
"Shut up you were the one staring at me the whole movie." He replied jokingly. I felt a slight blush creep on to my face. Justin was rubbing his hands together, rblowing warm air into them. It is quite cold out.

My instincts reacted before my mind did. I quickly grabbed his hand and held it in mine. He instantly pulled away, he looked horrified.

"I... I... I'm sorry...I didn't mean t-" I said shuddering, making a complete fool out of myself.
"I... I... I have to go." Justin said before pulling up his hood and running in the other direction. What the fuck have I done? Good job Zayn you successfully ruined another friendship. I dropped my head in shame and groaned. I'm such a failure, I can't do anything right.