This Love is Ours [REVISING]

#LuHan.

Probably not an update, again. I'm so sorry. It's okay if you don't read this chapter, I just want to let it all out in one go.

Lu Han's my first love, as what some EXO-L have termed, in EXO. Sinabi ko na 'to dati sa HOSC, pero uulitin ko pa rin. Akala ko nung una babae siya. Sa ganda ba naman niya, lahat tayo nalinlang di ba? Akala ko mixed gender ang EXO, tapos nilalait ko pa yung blockmate ko kasi si Luhan yung bias niya, and it turned out na siya rin ang naging bias ko before Sehun. Sabi ko hindi ako magiging fan ng boy group, kasi gastos tsaka wala naman akong mapapala pero ano ako ngayon? Shipper na ko. Si Luhan ang nagpakilala sakin ng mga ghei nyang kamember. So masisisi niyo ba ko kung sobrang sakit para sakin to?

EXO without Luhan? Wala na yung matatamis na ngiti na pinapakita lang ni Sehun sa harap ni Luhan hyung niya. Wala ng makikipaglandian kay Xiumin. Wala ng magsasabi ng Yo yo yo~ at ipagpipilitang manly siya. Wala ng usa. Wala ng wolf na mas mukhang pusa. Wala ng visual, main vocalist, at main dancer ang EXO-M. And most of all, wala ng Xiao Lu, Lu, Baby, Han, Hannie, Lulu, Luhannie, bubble tea buddy, at Luhan hyung si Sehun.

Sehun without Luhan is like black and white, minus the white part. As you all know, HunHan is my ship. To say I was shocked when I heard the news was an understatement. I've been crying for like, three days, until now, while typing this. HunHan made me believe in friendship and love again. Silang dalawa yung motivation ko sa lahat ng ginagawa ko. Silang dalawa yung dahilan ng pag-iyak at pag-ngiti ko. Silang dalawa yung reason kung bakit ako naging author sa wattpad at AFF. Silang dalawa yung pinaniwalaan kong totoo. And every piece of my heart is breaking for these two.

I don't and I can't blame him. Luhan has reasons. But that doesn't mean I'll stop being his fan. I'll never stop believing in him, just like how I believe in HunHan. Pakatatag tayo EXO-L, we chose to be their fan. By being their fan means sacrificing and sharing their triumph at downfall. No matter what happens, we are still one. :)

#StayStrongEXO

#StayStrongLuhan

#StayStrongLuhanStans

#StayStrongHunHanShippers

PS: Thank you pala sa 12k reads and

534 votes. I'll try to update asap. Till next time~