fake smiles~ (a lams story)

7- f-frances...?

⚠️ WARNING RAPE TRIGGER⚠️
Alex's POV-
Don't get me wrong I fucking hate Frances with a passion but.. Johns happy so.. what am I saying? I really like John but I have a fear of Thomas..

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if Thomas never walked into my life, and if France never walked into John's. I wonder if anything would be different?

I wonder how John is with Frances. I ask myself that a lot, I think of the worst when I ask my self that question though... I think 'what if Frances hit John?' Or 'what if he try's to force himself into John?' But I ask John how's he doing with him and he always say that Frances treats him great. What ever I'm just paranoid!

Right?

Johns POV-

After that small first kiss with Frances he's been a lot... closer to me? If that's how you put it. I think he's getting the wrong idea of this 'relationship'. It's just a plan to get Alex jealous, I think he thinks this is like.. I don't know a passionate relationship?

I was walking back to my dorm, I passed Frances dorm on the way to mine. Before I passed Frances door he walked out. "Hey John? I was just about to get you!" He laugh, I awkwardly laughed back. "Haha.. yea I was just.. going" I say trying to walk away from the situation. "Wait" Frances started "I need to talk with you, please" he finished I shrugged and replied with a 'ok'.

He took me into his one person dorm, we sat down on the small two person couch he had. "John" he took my hands "I think I want to be in a real relationship with you, one with passion." He finished looking at me with a smile. "Um I- uh y-yes I agree f-Frances" I was sweating buckets (someone get that reference) he leaned into to a kiss, I accepted it.

After a make out session he went down to my neck, i let him even though I really didn't want to go this far anyway.. he started to pull of my shirt. I stopped him, "w-wait Frances I want t-to wait" I huffed out. He sighed and rolled his eyes but... he DIDN'T STOP! "F-Frances stop!" I yelped and tried to pull away from him.

"Stop you slut" he hissed at me. He took off his shirt and keep kissing me. I was crying, he didn't care. "P-please Frances your b-better than this.." I mumble, he lets out a small chuckle. "Am I~" he purrs in my ear, it sent a shiver down my spine.

"FRANCES STOP" I yelled and pushed him off as he tried to pull of my underwear. Next thing you know I feel a bad pain in my face. H-he hit me... "now whore stop and give in." He hissed at me... I let him.

He took away my innocence something I could never get back..

"See ya babygirl~" Frances purred as I walked out. He smacked my ass which made me shiver. "B-bye Frances.." I mumble walking out. As soon as he closes the door I let out a low sigh and start walking, then running. Then crying and sprinting.

I ran into my dorm seeing Alex on his bed going through his phone. "John! You had me- are you ok?" Alex looked me. I was a mess, my hair was everywhere, I had blood shot eyes and I was wa panting mess. I started sobbing in the middle of our dorm. "I-john? JOHN WHATS WRONG?" Alex asked as I was crying.

*smol flashback*

"John what's wrong~" Frances asked in a low husked voice, we just finished... yea.. I was crying

"Babygirl~" he purred "babygirl" he asked more sternly, "look at me slut" he screamed. I snapped my head up.

"Ha, your sooo helpless now keep that pretty little mouth shut, I don't want to punish you~" he whispered In my ear.

*smol flashback done*

"N-no!" I scream pushing alex away from me. "I-I didn't w-want it!" I screamed in between sobs. "Didn't want what John! Tell me please" Alex asked in a soft voice. "He s-said he will hurt me I-if I t-tell.." I whisper still crying like there's no tomorrow. Alex gave me a concerned look. "Hey peaches who? What did they do to you to make you cry?" He asked still trying to sooth me.

"Please tell me peaches-" he started but I cut him off "NO!" I yelled backing up against the wall. "John-" I scream "GET OUT" he walks out and I just start balling my eyes out.

Alex pov-

Who did this to my poor Jackie? Who hurt him, who COULD hurt him. He's a angel. I love him.

My god I love this boy more than I thought I did.. I want to know what happened, but I know right now he needs time... I lean against the door and hear John sobbing, just think about him crying makes me tear up. This perfect boy has somehow been broken, put back together, then broken again...

When I first met John he was a fun forgiving person, and very open when he was upset. Now something so bad happened that he's closed, shut. It's almost scary to see him like that, I'm scared to see him. If I'm honest I'm scared to know what even happened to him! And where is his 'boyfriend' I thought he was going to be comforting John, but nooooo Frances never cares about John it's all about him! Ugh I need to get my mind off John, but it's kinda hard when I hear him screaming and crying on the other side of our dorms door.

As all this was going down I hear I door open down the hall, I just ignored it and keep feeling bad. I hear some walk pass me, I look up to see the devil himself.

"FRANCES!"

Word count- 1012

A/N: oof poor Johny I'm sorry but it will get better for him.. or worse ehhh SORRY CHILDREN OOF