Alexs POV-
John has been missing for a year. The sqaud accepted my sorrys and were hanging out again.
They called off the serch for john about a month ago.
I still blame myself for john disapering. Eliza blames herself for not letting me go as soon as i got the text. I know its my fault tho. If I didnt sleep with him or say those nasty things about him it wouldnt have happened.
Frances left school the day after john being kidnaped, we still dont know what happened to him.
Me and Eliza are still going out, i wish it was John tho... Oh what i would do to hug him or kiss him or fu- Oof nevermind..
Jefferson hasnt really talked to me after john being kipnaped but i could care less. Do i still cry aboy john? Hell yea, every night. The smallest things can make me have a break down. I loved him. I really did.
I was sitting down watching the news.
Then they said something that scared the shit out of me.
"John Laurens said to have been found dead this afternoon." The lady said. "They have said he has been drowned and burned alive. The only reason it has been said to ne john is father owning up to his death." She stated. I started screaming. I called the sqaud and told them everything.
I cant belive hes dead.
How could this happen.
I wish i saw past them damn fake smiles...
Johns POV-
Im sorry.
Word count: 254
A/N: THATS IT! I may make a seqaul if you guys want one? Erm idk tho lmao. This chapter is short but powerful. Thank you all for being her for me. this is my first book :) Ill be doing a Q and A and facts of the story. I love you all thank you so much.
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fake smiles~ (a lams story)
FanfictionJohn is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't unti...
