Distance- A Beatles/Lennison Fanfic

Chapter thirteen- lonely

George had called up Paul to come over almost as soon as John had left, he was so used having being around someone that now he was alone he didn't like it at all nor trusted himself either. Paul came straight away, and right now they were not doing much, but they didn't need to, they were best friends so they could easily still be entertained with each other by doing nothing.

"Do you miss him yet?" "uh huh, way too much" "did you guys fuck?" "Paul!" Paul couldn't help but laugh "kidding, but um..did you?" "no, course not. It's been what? three days." "good point, we'll maybe when you go visit him then" Paul teased which made George chuckle "god knows" "but hey, on the other side, you guys make a very cute couple" George smiled "thanks Paul" it was silent for a few seconds "do..do you think you are going to struggle? y'know considering it's gonna be long distance and all.." George sighed "honestly?  Yeah, a lot but I'll just have to learn how to cope with it I guess" Paul nodded in an understanding manner "does he..know about?.." "no..I mean I think he has some type of idea but he doesn't know fully.." "you know, the sooner you tell him the easier it will be" "I know. I just don't want him thinking differently of me that's all" "just because Pattie did, doesn't mean he will Geo" "I guess.." .

After Paul had left, George was back to feeling pretty damn lonely and he only felt even more worse when John had mentioned he was back in his uni campus, don't get him wrong, he was super glad John got 'home' safe but that just meant he really was gone, he really wasn't there to be a few streets away or to stay the night. They had talked that night as they usually would do but George just craved John's touch, as did John to George. They knew they would make it work but neither had realised how emotionally hard it actually would be. John had fell asleep by mistake in mid conversation, exhausted from all that travel. George wasn't mad or anything, just sad, empty. Without John he just felt nothing but:

Lonely.

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So this chapter was more of just a small filler, I couldn't really think of much to put in it tbh :/ I wanted to also try and keep up with my daily uploading too so a small chapter is better than none right? hehe