All day I thought about Connor. My stuttering was worse than ever, because I felt so nervous about studying with him. My last class was a disaster. We had Biology, and the teacher just wasn't able to control our class. Everyone was yelling and throwing papers at each other. Me and Dani were quiet, like always. George Hobbs got expelled, Lisa Gladwin fainted and Rosy Ellis was dancing like a total idiot. At the end the teacher, Mrs. Dalton started to cry and after that everyone started laughing at her. I actually felt kinda sorry for her.
After what seemed like ages, the bell rang. I looked at my watch, quarter past three. So that meant I still had 45 minutes to get ready. So I got home, grabbed a glass of coke cola and made my way upstairs. Brad wasn't home yet, which surprised me a lot. He sent me a pic of his schedule, and it said he was out at two. I didn't think about it anymore, he probably was hanging with his friends or something. I really didn't know what to wear. Indecisive I stared at my cloths for a while, but finally I choose some black ripped skinny jeans and a shirt with a smiling pizza on it, I wore my black vintage vans. When I was about to do my makeup and hair, I hear my phone. Sighing I ran to it, but froze on the spot when I saw who was calling me. It was Connor. He called me! Oh my god. But I tried to stay calm, which didn't worked so well. My finger pushed the 'answer' button.
"Hi this is Sue" I said. My voice was trembling.
"Heeeeeeeeeeey Sue" Connor replied. I couldn't help it, a laugh slipped out of my mouth. "Sue are you laughing at me" Connor asked. I heard he had a smile on his face.
"Noooo of course not" I said, "but why did you call me?" I asked a little insecure.
"Oh nothing important, just wondering if you were ok." Connor replied cheeky. A smile crept about my face.
"Well I'm ok what about you"
"I'm fine too because I know I'm gonna see you soon" Connor replied. My mind registered this, but didn't understand it. Someone who liked it to see me? Me, Sue Simpson? I didn't know what to answer.
"Oh-h-h-h" I stuttered. Ugh, the damn stuttering was back. I heard Connor laughing.
"What's your address Sue?" He asked with a questing voice.
"Why-y-y-y do you want to know" I stuttered again. This only got worse "Well than I know where to pick you up silly"
"You mean like, right now?" I asked him.
"Yeah of course, when else? I'm on my bike already." I took a look at the clock which was hanging in the living room. Yeah, it said quarter past 4. I told him the address and Connor hung up, but before he did that, he quickly said another sentence.
"See you soon babe."
Oh my god did he just called me babe?! This was just too much to handle. Oh my god, but suddenly I remembered I hadn't put on any makeup yet. So I ran upstairs like an idiot, applied some mascara and put my hair into a messy bun.
The doorbell rang which made me ran downstairs.
"I'm coming" I yelled to the closed door. I opened it.
"Hi Con.." I couldn't finish my sentence. I was lookingat Brad, who totally had been beaten up. His hair was messy, with little leaves and sticks in it. His right eye has been swollen and his left knee bled.
"Oh my god Bradley" I always used his full name to tease him, but this time I did it because I was so in shock.
"Brad what happened" tears trailed down my cheeks as I hugged him. I brushed my fingers through his hair.
Brad pulled me inside, trying to get out of my hug.
"Brad please tell me what happened!" I screamed at him. Brad rubbed into his eyes, he sniffed.
"NO LEAVE ME ALOME I'M FINE!" he yelled back.
"BRAD YOU MUST BE KIDDING LOOK AT YOURSELF" I yelled, not knowing what to do.
"I'M JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I SUCK AND EVERYONE, EVERYONE HATES ME" Brad yelled, he pushed me away, ran upstairs and locked himself in his room.
More tears came, I couldn't stop it, and I sat down on the couch. Something was wrong with the way Brad got treated. He didn't deserve all this shit. The doorbell rang again which snapped me out of my thoughts. I slowly ran towards the door and opened it. Behind the door I saw Connor, with a big smile on his face. But when he looked at me, his smile disappeared, he walked inside and closed the door.
"Sue, babe what's wrong?" He asked while he took my hand just like he did in class.
"I-I-I-I-I don't know, I just.. And Brad, Brad, he's" suddenly I felt it was hard to breath, and it scared me.
"Connor, Connor.." I wasn't able to talk normal, and I started to breath even more heavier.
"Sue you really need to calm down now" Connor said, with panic in his voice.
"I want to.. But I. I. Can't. Connor. help me. I'm. I'm dy-dying" my breath sounded high and fast, I wasn't able to breath.
Connor took my head between his hands.
"Sue, look at me" and Connor pressed his lips on mine and kissed me. He stopped and looked at me. My whole body was shaking, I needed to sit down for a bit.
"Connor.. How did you do that?"
"I, uh, I read once that holding your breath could stop a panic attack, so, uh, when I kissed you, you held your breath" Connor looked down at the ground.
"I did" I said
"Yeah, yeah you did" Connor replied, while he let go of my hand.
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Highschool Misfits (The Vamps Fanfiction)
Hayran Kurgu"That's the pathetic thing about high school. Everyone tries so hard to be something they aren't. It's gotten so I don't know who I am, so how can I even try to be who I am, much less who I'm not? My problem is that I don't even fit in with the misf...