SUICIDE HOTLINE | KOOKV

1.darkness

Third

The lights on the street got the town to light up. The colors got the whole place to look so happy but the question is was it.
taehyung Stood with his feet at the edge of the roof. the lights on the dark street looked like stars from above the people walked up and down the street.

if taehyung would describe how the ground looked like from where he stood he would probably answer the darkness. he saw no light or happiness with anything down there the only way out he saw was the light and the light was up there with the sky.

"Taehyung come down from there"

his best friend yoongi said while he got up to the ceiling from the ladder. Taehyung did not listen to him and continued to look down on the city. Yoongi was used to never listening to him because Taehyung was always in his own world a world he himself built to make himself disappear from this world he is currently on.

"Can I Ask You Something Yoongi"

yoongi hummed a yes though he already knows what his best friend would ask. He always asked questions when he thought about ending it himself. The truth is Taehyung has tried a number of times but luckily his friends are there because they know that the number one rule of being friends with Taehyung is not to leave him alone.

"Why do we live yoongs?"

There came the question that Taehyung asks himself and others every day. He simply had just become so tired of being in pain that he started asking questions without answers. Questions he wanted to have answer for otherwise he saw no meaning living any longer if one does not know why you live.

It was like these things Taehyung's friends wish they had answers to otherwise Taehyung might see no reason with life after all this sadness he had gone through. Only if he got an answer maybe he would continue to fight but no one had the answer he wanted

And that made him see no answer to living

"Taehyung, you know you are my oldest friend and best friend for life. And when I say for life, I mean I want you to stay with me for life as my partner in crime"

It was yoongi's nightmare that his best friend will ever leave him just like that. That's why he always looks after Taehyung so he didn't do anything stupid. he was afraid of his childhood friend and the only person he could talk about things he never talked to anyone else about would disappear. He had tried everything he could to make his friend feel good again but nothing seemed to work because he was ruined and that that was something Yoongi would never understand

Taehyung sighed before he went down from the edge and sat down beside yoongi who had sat down. He laid his head on his shoulder while watching his feet. Taehyung knew it would hurt yoongi and his friends if he killed himself but he was just totally ruined that he sometimes does not think of those people who will be crushed after him.
But he saw no other way out of his pain.

"Tae. I, Jimin and the others have talked and we think you should try and call a place that will maybe help you"

Yoongi told, he knew that the place may not help taehyung but he would at least try. Right now they just wanted to help their friend even though taehyung did not want it.

"What place?"

Said the red hair while Yoongi played with his hair as he had dyed it a few days ago. One thing everyone knew about Taehyung was that he loved to dye his hair and no one could stop him when he wanted to make a special color. but no one complained. All the hair colors he had fit him perfectly. Taehyung was perfect. Everyone who looked at him thought so. they even questioned something so stupid like how a perfect person like him could be so ruined inside.

"hotline, please give them a chance for me. I promise they will listen to alal your problems without judging "