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Ch.8

He didn't plan to stay awake all night

No he didn't plan to pretend to be sleeping so the boy next to him won't suspect something
From him

He didn't plan anything it wasn't his choice

Someone had to believe him that it wasn't his fault his body wouldn't listen to him that his body wouldn't let him sleep. It wasn't. It never was

He felt tired but that wasn't because of the lack of sleep. Or was it? He didn't know, he didn't know anything anymore. Maybe he just wasn't really there maybe he was.

•••

Taehyung has stayed up the whole night watching Jungkook sleeping on the other bed. He had fell asleep right after Taehyung had pretended to sleep as-well

He really wanted to sleep. Oh what he wished for it but he couldn't. He had been afraid to fall asleep, afraid of all the nightmares making their way in his head

He really was just afraid

But of course it's okay. Everything's okay

Isn't that what everyone says?

•••

Taehyung got up from bed before Jungkook would wake up afraid of making suspicion on the first day. He made his way to the bathroom avoiding to look at the mirror having his eyes stuck on his toothbrush

He heard footsteps making their way to the bathroom who stood open after he had washed up. Jungkook stood by the doorway watching Taehyung, his hair messy from waking up

"Morning."

The raven haired boy said making his way inside the bathroom and stood beside Taehyung taking his toothbrush aswell not taking a glance at Taehyung who was looking confused at him.

"Ah Sorry, I will leave you to wash up I'm in the room if you need anything"

Taehyung said managing to not stutter for the first time before he put down his brush and left dumbfounded when Jungkook smirked at him

This day was weird

••••

"So Jungkook, did you sleep well?"

Jin asked taking a bite of his homemade breakfast along with the other roommates who all had their eyes on the new boy who gave him a nod eyes observing the big black rose tattoo on his arm

Jungkook didn't know why but he tried to keep his eyes of Taehyung. He had been catching himself staring to much at the boy without noticing maybe it was because he already talked to him once before he came here

He didn't know

"Ah right, today is your appointment Tae, did you get ready?"

Hoseok had asked putting down his fork with a great force when he remembered. Taehyung looked down on his clothes a black old sweatshirt and some grey baggy sweatpants. They were yoongi's. Yoongi would always go inside his room throw his clothes on his bed and leave without uttering a word

It was yoongis way of showing affection and Taehyung knew that after being friends after all these years together.

"Yeah"

Taehyung said not caring about his choice of clothes he really didn't care right now.

Jungkook has been watching Taehyung and hoseok confused. What appointment? He didn't really care if he didn't know something others did. And that's why it made him confused why he was suddenly interested when it was about the blond boy

•••••

"Are u sure you don't want a ride?"

Yoongi asked for the 900th time standing against the wall while Taehyung struggled to put on his shoes while he chuckled

"I told you already yoongi, Its only like 5 minutes away from here"

The blond said chuckling while walking towards yoongi before giving him a big hug. Yoongi sighed wrapping his arm around the other boy aswell before a small smile appeared on his face

The other boys cooed at the two childhood friends well not everyone, Jungkook was having a slight frown on his face and still he hated that he didn't know why he himself felt so irritated

A/N

Sigh, you forced me Vkooklover123123 I have a hate love relationship with you

Why does this story take so long to update i need to start updating more or else this will never end