Ch.19

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It was annoying and irritating how much everyone misunderstood him all the time

Taehyung didn't need anyone to understand what was bothering him, he was used to keep it to himself because he knew that how much he would try to explain no one would understand what he was trying to say, no one would understand what he was feeling because he couldn't explain

He just wanted one thing and that was that the persons around him to understand that he's not like this because someone was harsh to him, he wasn't like this because someone else did something to him

Maybe it was just him

But they always thought it was someone else causing him to feel like he did, that it always is was someone mean to you?

He just wanted them to understand that it could be him, he himself could be the cause of it all

Because he was the one who was the harsh one to himself

But no one would understand that, it was always going to be someone else

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Taehyung sat on the edge of the rooftop his knees up to his chest as he looked down at the dark lighted city beneath him, the night breeze hitting his face causing his cheeks to color pink

"Hey"

Jungkook spoke, startling the elder as he came up behind sitting down beside Taehyung who went back to staring down at the city, hands tightening around his knees

"..Thank you, for..being there with me"

The blonde started his gaze fixed down, to embarrassed to look up towards the younger who sat beside him who was peering down at the moving people

"The moon is pretty tonight"

Jungkook said instead, looking up on the full moon that observed them in its shiny slate grey light. Taehyung hummed and fixed his gaze at the moonlight

"You remind me of it"

Jungkook said not leaving his eyes of the moon

"W-w-what?"

Taehyung stuttered his cold cheeks were now hard to see apart from a blush, he looked the other way feeling his face heat up when Jungkook spoke again

"you're mostly to yourself and barely speak if not necessary, but some days you can talk so much and feel more like you're with us if you now what I'm trying to say. just like the moon"

"And besides you're pretty"

He continued

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