Ch.17

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It was suffocating

To be trapped between two strangers in one row seat, it felt hard to write without his mind wandering off to if he was bothering his seat mates with his books to close the edge of their table.

He felt like he's own breath was hiding in the back of his throat, to afraid to breath from the closeness of the strangers. He really just wanted to sit alone

"Okay class, put down your pens after your finished with your current sentence"

The teacher almost yelled to make everyone in the class hear and stop what they were doing. She clasped her hands together walking back and forth waiting for the class to stop writing.

"Good, now I want you to take out your essay due today and come up here and read it out!"

She said with a smile plastered on her face

Why was she smiling because right now Taehyung became panic-stricken his breath was finally back but why was he breathing hysterically

"Taehyung would you please come up here and read?"

The words was repeating themself in his mind while his eyes were wandering anywhere but the people's eyes

He could feel them, the stares digging their way into his skin the uncomfortable feeling all over his body like they were sticking him with the end of a sharp needle on and on again. He's breathing rose and beating pacing fast against his chest, his heart coughed up in his throat

Stop looking at me, stop looking at me

He repeated in his mind afraid of them taking In every detail of him every move he did they were watching

"Taehyung? Please come up here"

The chair crashed against the floor the noise making the persons flinch around him when he got up from his chair, stumbling back making the chair fall

No, no, no, no

He's eyes widened, hands shaking

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"

He mumbled almost to himself when it was meant for the people around him that were looking at him shockingly a few snickering and letting out some laughs when he sprinted out
of the classroom

As soon as he got out of the suffocating classroom he slides down the school wall his arm wrapping themselves around his Knees up to his chest as he swayed himself back and forth mumbling to himself as tears rolled down his face

Jungkook was just walking back to his class after getting his English book from his locker but what he saw on his way back made him stop on his track

His eyes widened and something ached when the sight of Taehyung hugging himself on the floor against the wall came clear. He felt himself rush over to Taehyung with a run, heart pacing faster

"Taehyung! What the hell are you doing here alone?!"

He almost yelled when he bent down infront of the boy who hid his face between his arms continuing to mumble to himself words who Jungkook couldn't catch

When Taehyung didn't answer and continued to mumble he grabbed ahold of his petite arms and pushed them away from his saddened face and the sight made a pain hit his chest, his arms immediately pulling the tearful boy to his arms before he settled himself against the wall instead with Taehyung on his lap

His hand found itself around Taehyungs waist squeezing it tightly, bringing taehyungs head to his chest while playing with his hair with the other hand

"Shh, it's okay now beautiful. I'm right here"

He whispered into his ear as he swayed they back and forth mumbling something now and then as he tightened his hold around Taehyung

His own heart aching wandering to who the hell made the boy in his arms cry like this

"I'm here now, everything is alright"

He said against the blondes hair, his hand playing with his locks. When he felt the siffles quiet down he gently pulled apart as he held the elders face between his hands, eyebrows furrowing when seeing his tear stained face

He swears to god he's gonna kill-

"I-I-, thank y-you.."

Taehyung said between shaky breath, Jungkooks eyes softened as he brushed away the blondes tears with his thumb before pulling him into an hug again, his hand pushing a hair strand behind his ear

"Fuck, I'm so sorry Tae if only I was here earlier, I-"

"You're here now, I never expected anyone so t-thank you"

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