Third and taehyung pov
After my friends went home as usual at this time I sat there on the couch. I did not know what I would do if I'd really call even though I tried a therapist and everything in town it did not work.
that they are just doing their job that they do not care about me and that I'm just talking to a wall. I'm trying to stop always think about how pathetic I'm right now that they're probably talking crazy about me as soon as I hang up or leave the room
but I can not help it for whatever I do, the negative always win over the positive and I live in the negative world
Taehyung got up from the couch and looked
down on the phone lying on the table in front of him and the number that Yoongi had given him when he was here.Sometimes he thought it would be easier if Yoongi was here but still he would not dare to sit and talk With one in the mobile and one sitting with him just listening.
Taehyung picked up the cellphone and stood frozen awhile there, pushing a button of the number on the paper, he breathed lightly in, pushing down the rest.
he put his finger on the ring button he sat there for a minute thinking about What could go wrong, he did not even know what he was going to be talking about."Hi, you're speaking with suicide hotline, what can I help?"
Taehyung did not even know when he had called and they had answered. He was quite silent only his hot breath was heard through the phone.
"Hello?"
The other line said that made taehyung snap out of it and laid back down on his couch. His cellphone close to his ear, he breathed lightly 'doing it for yoongs' he repeatedly said in his head
"u-hm hello"
he said his voice stammered. He was nervous to a point where one could not describe it.
"You do not need to be nervous, try and think you're not talking to me right now and you're talking to yourself,"
said the person on the other part of the mobile phone. In order for Taehyung to be honest, the man's voice made him calm and he could not help to smile
"B-but it's not that easy when I know you're listening,"
replied Taehyung while he was laying and changing the position on the couch. He was overwhelmed when the person laughed it was new to him because no one had laughed or even showed some kind of emotion before.
"Alright, alright your absulately right. If you want to start a little calm we can start by asking your name "
"Taehyung"
he answered the man his heart and breath began to calm down the more he talked with him.
"So taehyung did you have a bad or good day today?"
"Good"
said taehyung while smiling to himself. It started to feel easier to talk with him and he did not know why. It felt like talking to a normal person than a professional person who works
"Remember if you're lying to me, you're losing a lucky star,"
said the person with a playful tone that made Tarhyung chuckle making the person smile aswell
"I'm not a child"
said Taehyung, while continuing to little laugh "Well, children lie taehyung "
taehyung did not know where this conversation led but in some way the man made him feel better and that was why he even called
yoongi's contact came up on the screen he kept calling and taehyung hurried and talked
"i need to go my friend is calling but thank you uh-".
"Minjae, my name"
Taehyung smiled as he now knew his name he felt so safe talking to him because it felt like talking to a friend and that made him happy.
"I'm just kidding it's jungkook"
"Call whenever you want and keep in mind that We here always listen to your thoughts taehyung do not be afraid, see you"
After hanging up Taehyung felt like this wasn't such a bad idea as he thought already not when he got to laugh and smile like he did today he haven't done that in a while.
He missed yoongis call but he called him once again and he answered immediately after
Jungkook on the other hand didn't really like his work he had just started working here because it's what his dad suggested but today he felt like he didn't want to hang up on Taehyung
Even though he had to because the callers only have a limited time to call and then he have to take the next call.
A/N
Who's Jungkook I only know Minjae
it's Jungkook sorry if I tricked y'all
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SUICIDE HOTLINE | KOOKV
FanfictionCOMPLETED• Days are starting to feel heavy, and his depression is getting harder. That's when Taehyung decided to call to the suicide hotline one day. Where, one the other line was the worker Jungkook the one listening to Taehyung's problems every n...