SUICIDE HOTLINE | KOOKV

Ch.34

Growing up in a place full of memories of times that was filled with miserable was nothing he chose. But there was also memories of when he would have the biggest smile glowing on his face. He missed those the most

He never realized how every year was getting heavier as the time went by, the feeling of calling a place his home felt harder and the genuine smile was tired of being held up

But that's something no one would notice but himself when the loneliness decided to move in. The scariest thing for him became the nights he would be alone with his thoughts filled with hate

A place he called his home became a place where he couldn't be himself, a place where he felt he needed to fit in just like everywhere else. There was no home anymore

He moved out and found himself in a place with 6 other souls in a cramped apartment with an uncomfortable couch, but still this place was more than home for him. A place he had wandered to find, a place for him to be what he wants to be

And he loved them, oh what he loved them. The people he could now never imagine himself not to be around. Without them there would be no him, no place for him.

So maybe when hearing the words of Jungkook

"I'm going anywhere you're going, I don't care where you go because I'm going to follow you"

He realized that the place he's leaving for is no where but home. He doesn't want to leave his happy place and he sure didn't want to leave his happy person

So he's staying, and staying is the best decision he could make because here he had everything and the only thing he would have if he left was himself. And himself was his deepest fear

"Then you will have to follow me home, because I'm not leaving anywhere"

Taehyung said as he sent The other his favorite smile, which Jungkook returned with pulling him in a warm embrace in each other's arms, nuzzling his nose in Taehyung neck as he mumbled

"As long as I'm with you I'm home"

He whispered, pulling away to leave a kiss on the side of Taehyungs head who was a smiling mess as he lifted his own arms to wrap around Jungkooks neck

"Jungkook"

Jungkook hummed in response, his face nuzzled in the other soft blonde locks

"I love you, so much"

Taehyung said, his arms tightening around the other as he buried his face in between Jungkooks shoulder. He had a shade of pink across his cheeks as he continued to ramble

"I love you Jungkook, I really do. I love you so much"

Jungkook was trying to process the whole thing, he felt like his whole world was frozen along with the freezing cold wind blowing in their faces. The only thing he could think of was to hold the other so close to himself that he could feel all of him

He wanted to kiss the other until Taehyung could feel all of the love he had for him, wanting him to know what he means to him because words couldn't explain

So he did exactly that. Finding himself holding the other closer than needed, his life depending on it as he leaned in to pull the other in for a kiss both desired

"Fuck, I love you so much more Taehyung"

Jungkook told as soon as they pulled away, his arms only tightening around the boy but let go of one to stroke it along taehyungs pink cheek

A/N
I love them