Stay Calm // Finn wolfhard book 1

VII

FINNS POV

I held the quivering girl in my arms as she let out small whimpers, "is she having a seizure!?" Chosen shouted from next to me "I d-don't think so?" I replied, praying to god that wasn't the problem with the pure and innocent angel in my grip.

 "What if she is having a seizure Finn? I think we should call her parents or something" Emma yelled "OR and ambulance?!!" Chosen added almost screaming. Her short breaths turned into gasping and I shot a panicked glance at Jeremy who's brow was furrowed in thought 

"does she get seizures or something?" "I don't know dip shit! I met her two days ago and she isn't the most open person" I heard a couple groans from the small crowd formed around Y/N's body. 

Suddenly she stopped shaking and I watched her eyes roll back as her legs gave in under her and Y/N crumbled to the ground still with my arms wrapped around her torso which caught the now dead weight.

 "Okay this could be good because she stopped shaking" Jeremy sighed "OR bad because what if she just died !?!?" Chosen added now screaming. "Chosen, buddy chill out I'll just drive her home maybe her parents know what to do" "you hope" He said a little less worked up now

 "I'll just take her car and hope she doesn't kill me later" "if she's still alive" Chosen muttered under his breath, Jeremy slapped his arm and I ignored him hoisting Y/N into my arms and cradling her as I walked to her car parked a few metres from me.

 "Oh my god Finn Wolfhard!?!" I heard multiple squeals, please not now NOT NOW I thought in fury and they group of girls I little younger than me started running my way, "HI GIRLS!" I heard Jeremy's voice over the various screams of excitement "BEN we love you!!"

 I sighed, sliding Y/N into the passengers seat and ran around the car finding the drivers side and clicking my seatbelt as I looked over to the huddle of fans around my 5 friends "Thank-you" I mouth to Jeremy and he gave me a thumbs up as I drove away with one hand one the steering wheel and one on Y/N's thigh. 

YOUR POV

The first thing I noticed was my heart thumping against me chest as it rose and fell slowly with my breaths. I squinted my eyes open and the mellow light from my window streamed through the baby pink curtains blanketing the various objects in my bedroom.

 My bedroom?! my heart now stopped beating all together as the memories came rushing back to me "shit shit shit" I mumbled throwing the duvet back and jumping out of bed, pulling on some slippers as a throbbing headache hit me like a truck,

 I glanced in the mirror and combed some loose hairs with my fingers before throwing on a sweater and stumbling over to the door, gripping the cold brass knob in my fingers as I carefully tugged on it. 

I tiptoed down the hall and heard muffled voices immediately coming from the living room, I continued towards the staircase and once I reached the top I lay down on my stomach and pulled my body towards the first step as I peeked through the gap between one stair and the next. 

I felt my eyes widen and my heart return to its fast paced patter against my rib cage at the sight of Finn sitting at the table making small talk with my parents, how long had he been there?, how did I get here?, what have my parents said to him? questions flooded my mind and I got to my feet hesitantly starting my way down the stairs, the creaks like an announcement indicating I was present. 

Finn was the first to look, a warm smile spreading across his freckled face "Y/N..." my father trailed off getting to his feet and walking over to me, wrapping his arms around my shoulders sent a pang of guilt through me, I'd scared them again. "I'm sorry pop I just-" "shhh I know it's not your fault we just need to try some techniques hey?" he replied resting his chin on my head and he always did. 

"I think I'd better go now, I just wanted to make sure she was okay" Finn called as he stood up front he table and walked towards the door "thank you Mr and Mrs Y/L/N for having me I'll see you round" Finn opened the door and I let go of my father turning toward him "wait Finn...can I talk to you" that well known smirk returned to his face and he nodded before we both exited the house, closing the heavy oak door behind us 

"I um- thank you Finn really and I'm sorry I ruin your movie date" "date?" his eyebrows creased in confusion "yeah you and that...Emma chick" I said sounding more sour than I meant "pffttt" Finn snorted and started chuckling "that's Caleb's girlfriend I just wanted to see if you got jealous because then I would know if you liked me " he finished and my heart sunk in my chest "o-oh" then a sad smile tugged at his lips

 "yeah and then your mum and dad told me about, you-your panic attacks" we stood in silence for a few minutes before he finally spoke up "look Y/N I'm really sorry I didn't know and I wouldn't have invited everyone over if i knew that would happen" I mimicked his expression "yeah I know, I don't blame anyone except myself" 

"also I know I don't know what your favourite colour is and shit but I want to be your friend and I do care for you Y/N so I'm sorry for being a self centred dick all the time"

 back to the silence that took over as his words set into my mind then he spoke again "I think I better get goin-" "yellow" I finally said, his brows furrowed. "Huh?" "you said you didn't know what my favourite colour is" I laughed softly

 "it's yellow".