Second Full Moon~#2✔[EDITING]

Chapter 14: Everything Has Changed

~Venus~

I closed the door right after tucking in Charlotte after a lot of talking.
I then flinched as Aron was standing right in front of me.

"Don't sneak on me."

"Is she ok?"

I then sighed. "Even though you don't care no she won't be ok. I lost-"

I didn't finish that sentence after noticing what I was about to say.
"Sorry."

"It's ok, like I said before that could be you. I could be the one lost again. Let's say if I do want to stay sane, not just for you. But then what? You die and I might not be able to live with that pain. I would have to just stop one day and finally rest."

"What if I am alive still?"

He shook his head looking down. "Huh?"

He then stares back at me. Those deep blue eyes I always would die for. Still would.

"I would one day lose it! Don't you see that V!?"
I swallowed hard and noticed my throat was dry.

"I would eventually be found by my brother wherever the hell he is and be sent back down to hell!"
He ran a hand through his dark black hair and leans his forehead up against the wall.

"Hey. Hey look at me." I try to turn him around.

I then wrap my arms around him real close as he continues to lean on the wall. "Your not. Your different than him, your stronger."

"How?"

"You have family that makes you want to keep going, you have faith because why else are you here? Cameron would never have done that."

He then looks at me still not believing what I'm saying.
"Still don't believe me?"

He then walks away from the wall and stands. ''No it's more of I know what I am than I don't believe you."

He then turned his back on me. But still was standing in front of me.

''What?"

"It's just a feeling. An instinct. You of all people should know what that's like, the pain, the power. The guilt of killing innocents. Then there's the worse part, finding out what the heck you are. You feel relief at first but then later a wave of fear hits you. Then that fear turns into rage. So much you can't help but use it, because maybe that rage was all that you had left. Maybe you where lost and had to feel something. Because you missed feeling."

I sighed and raise a brow at him. "You weren't talking about me anymore where you?"

He turns around and looked at me. "I guess I was telling you the truth about why I was the way I was. I had nothing left after you died. Now that will just flashback over again in my head."

"No it won't." I hold both palms up to his face and he stares down at me.
"I won't."

"Promise. If you promise than I will know you are telling the truth."
I then smiled at him.

I can't promise...

I then opened my mouth but no words came out. And then slid my hands down from his face as I swallowed hard.

"I'm sorry."

He then just left. And slammed the door behind him as I sat down in the living room with my face in my hands.

Then a familar voice spoke up. "Hey you alright?"

Seth was standing in front of me as I wiped my face immediately.