Blue

Four

                                                             BLUE

I got happier as the days went by. Lisa and I got really close, closer than before. She finally met mom last weekend and we had dinner together.

Jake talked to me a few times last week but we got interrupted every single time by some girls. I knew I had feelings for him but I wasn't going to show it, anyhow.

Mom told me about the guy she fell in love with in High school and she told him by mistake, the secret. He left the school and never came back.

I knew it wasn't going to be that way for me, so I just relaxed and made friends. I met Brie, she's blonde and she's really beautiful but she sucks. She pushed me a few times when Jake talked to me and she always bullied me, but I stood up for myself all the time.

It was Friday and another weekend was approaching. I hadn't made plans for my weekend so I was happy when Jake invited me to a party at his house.

"Hey, " he said as he ran to me, "Um.. I'm having a party at my place, just for the weekend, and I.. Um.. Would you like to go?"

"I guess I haven't made plans yet, but okay. I will," and he gave me the address to his house.

I told Lisa about it and she said she got the text, but she said Jake hardly invited people formally which made me blush a little. School dismissed earlier as usual on Friday's, so Lisa and I decided to go shopping for some clothes. We entered a big store along the roadside to buy them. Lisa chose a purple crop top with black high waist black leggings.

I decided to wear a black, strapless, short,dress. It wasn't so short, just some inches above my knee. I wore a silver heel and a silver purse was hung on my shoulder. I told mom I was going out and she permitted. Lisa picked me up with her car and we went over to Jake's.

The place was crowded with students from our school, a lot of girls with alcohol, smoking and dancing like mad citizens. I hardly drank nowadays because the last time I did, I almost got raped. I felt so ashamed after that.

Lisa showed me Jake's gang and told me everything I needed to know about them. I felt disgusted when she said they slept with anyone they wanted, including Jake, well, maybe because the girls would give themselves out freely.

As I walked into the kitchen I saw some people making out and I was about to shout at them to get a room but I couldn't, it wasn't my party, anyway. As I moved, I saw a familiar face but it wasn't so visible 'cause the person was making out also.

I looked closer and found out it was Jake. My eyes were wide open and I felt disgusted and angry. He had seen me when I  looked at him, and with that I had to leave. I wasn't supposed to be here. I wasn't. I looked for the entrance door and made my way through the sweaty people on the dance floor and I had to walked since I wasn't with Lisa.

"Hey, Blue! Wait up, Blue!" I heard him calling me but ignored.

Finally he reached me and touched my shoulders. I maneuverend and twisted his hand, putting them at his back.

"Ouch.. That really hurts," he said. Yeah I learnt some martial arts.

"What do you want? " I asked with no emotion showing on my face.

"Why did you leave? "

"I felt disjusted, does that bother you?" He asked a stupid question.

"Well, um.. Could you just come back? I'm sorry you had to see all that."

I hadn't realized that he held my hands until he used his palm to brush the back of my hand. It sent goosebumps all over and I wasn't sure what he was sorry about. Was it the smoking and drinking? Or seeing him kissing someone else.