Blue

Six

~Blue

Oh! I guess i should have continued the chat with Jake. This was worse...

I couldn't believe what I saw. I mean.. Were they supposed to be there? LIKE THAT?! I knew I won't be able to face them again, comfortably even if I tried. I left the door ajar and ran towards the door with unimaginable speed. I decided to run to Lisa's house since it was close.

When I reached her house, she was really surprised to see, especially in that state..

"Blue," she said giving me a confused expression, "You look like you just ran a marathon" she said laughing.

"I wish," I said going straight to her refrigerator to get a chilled soda. "Refreshing" i said sighing heavily.

"So? "She asked.

"So." I pretended to play dumb.

"Don't do that with me Blue -don't pretend like i don't know what you're thinking of doing now- "

"Fine!" I said. Shiish.. I couldn't even break it to her. It felt so gross coming out from my mouth.

"I'm listening," she said roughing her ear.

"Oh, how do you expect me to tell you that I found my parents having fu**ing s*x?" i said, frustrated.

She mouthed an 'o' and burst out a loud laugh. Suddenly tears rolled down her face and soon she was rolling on the floor. She grabbed her phone, which was close and took a picture of my face but I couldn't stop her.

I chased her round her living room to get her phone but I couldn't catch her; I guessed I wasn't as fit as she was.

"You're gonna pay for that Lisa! " I said leaving her, finally.

"We'll see bout that Blue Hathaway" she said with a smirk.

Oh yeah we will, I said in my mind.

-

I still had to prepare for Jake's so called 'confession night'. I couldn't go home yet so I borrowed some of Lisa's clothes, just a jean and a pink tank top. I waited for him for an hour now but he hadn't come. I texted him earlier that I was at Lisa's but I got no replies. That's what I get for accepting a date with a bad ass. Not a date remember?

I decided to walk towards the park alone, with my headphones on. I suddenly remembered dad's conversation with mom and the weird incident. I didn't notice I had walked up toward my new school, St Elmore's. It was a little bit dark now so I couldn't see clearly. But I knew I saw shadows behind the building. They looked as if they were strangling each other so I ran towards the shadows and I found Jake making out with Brie.

I didn't know what to do. I stared in astonishment for a while before he noticed me.

"Oh! Blu-!" he said, he's eyes wide.

Before he could say any other word, I took to my heels. I didn't look back and I didn't cry, of course I'd never cry for such. I never even liked him that much. He's a fucking cheat!

I was almost home when I felt someone hold my wrist. I didn't look back at all but I tried to get it off. It hurt so bad.

"Blue wait, please?" he begged.

I wasn't going to be blind anymore. He was trying to make me a puppet of course like the other girls in school. I would have known.

"Can I just explain myself!" he shouted this time.

"Let go of me man whore!!" i shouted and soon I fell to the ground.

He let go and with that I ran back home, forgetting what had happened. I ran past mom and into my room, slamming the door with unimaginable force!

"Blue? Blue! " I heard my mom shouting my name.

"Leave me alone!" i shouted back.

I made sure i didn't cry. No way would i cry for that. Never!

I called Lisa to tell her what happened immediately.

"Oh that little asshole will get it hot on Monday. Leaving you like that and for God sake making out with Brie? Again?"

"Lisa I'm not crying for that. Never! "

"That's it girl. Don't. Unless you'd look like his playmates you know?"

"Sure. Thanks Liss."

"Anytime Blue. Bye and be safe."

"You too. Bye".

I was angry now, not sad anymore so I decided to sing along with 'IDGAF' by Dua Lipa. 'For if you, think I care about you now, but boy I don't give a fuck.' i sang not minding if i got the lyrics right or not.

After that I put 'New Rules' by Dua Lipa again. I just loved her songs. 'One, don't pick up the phone you know he's calling 'cause he's drunk and alone, two don't let him in, you have to kick him out again, three, don't be his friend you know your gonna wake up in his bed in the morning, if you're under him, you ain't getting nobody. I got rules, I got him...'

I saw myself dancing to the songs and smiling and laughing. I was a good dancer though. I heard a knock on the door and opened it. It was mom. My mood changed.

"Hey," she said trying to be informal.

"Hi", i replied awkwardly.

I can't remember the last time things were awkward between mom and i. We had had a little disagreement and i decided not to talk to her, then. But solved it later. But now it seemed so confusing..

"Sorry about earlier and the picnic," she said apologizing first.

"Earlier?" i said confused, "I'm just sorry i ruined your privacy." i said looking up to her now.

"I didn-, we didn'- mean to do that while you were around."

"I entered without knocking, mom. That's enough please. Enough of this awkwardness it's ok. I mean you guys are married. So what? "

"Yeah." she shifted a little to look at me closer and continued, "Honey, what happened?"

"What?" i asked looking surprised also.

"Really Blue? You practically ran to your room and slammed your door telling me to leave you alone and you're asking 'What'? "

"I really don't want to talk about it".

She sighed and said, "Alright, i won't push you, okay? Tell me when you're ready."

I nodded and gave her a sad smile. I remembered their conversation immediately and had to demand for an explanation.

"Meanwhile?" I waited for her to look at me, which she did, "I heard you talking about dad leaving for me or so." I looked at her as she bent her head. "Mom! You know you're not supposed to hide anything!"

"Blue, I'm not in the mood to tell you."

"Mom, what th-"

"Bye" she said walking out of my room.

"Mom!" and she didn't answer.

I knew something was wrong with those two. I knew! I'm never telling her about Jake! Jake? I'm never talking to that asshole. EVER!