Please don't go...- Attack on Titan yaoi ( Ereri )

Dark memories, and sweet words.

 Eren walks on the sidewalk, the once bright, crisp sky is now dark and freezing. A loud crack of thunder stops him in his tracks and makes him flinch away from an unseen force. He looks up at the sky in time to see the first couple of raindrops fall from the sky. A few tears fall from his eyes as he is reminded of an unwanted memory.

 - Flash back - 

 Three year old Eren runs though the old beach house him and his mother had lived in for as long as he remembers. His father left his mother to fend for herself, pregnant with Eren. Eren was frightened not only because of the thunder and the lightning, but because he heard crashes upstairs, where his mother was. He heard a window being smashed in, breaking the glass instantly. Eren swings open the door, and his eyes widen as he looks at the macabre mess sprawled out in front of him.  His mother lies there, dead, blood covering every surface. She was laying in bed, as if she was sleeping, her eyes were lifeless and half-lidded. A dark figure is climbing out the window, falling onto the soft sand. Eren's hands shake violently as he slowly steps toward him mother.

" M-mommy?" He stutters softly. He laughs nervously and shakes her, tears streaming from his eyes.  " C'mon mama, stop playing! You got me, game's over... You're scaring me..."  he whines out. He crawls into her arms and wraps her lifeless arms around him, the way she use too when there was a storm. He cries into her chest. " Mama! Wake up, please!" he says between sobs. He starts to sing the lulliby she use to sing when Eren was scared of the storm outside.

Little child, be not afraid. The rain pounds harsh against  the glass. Like an unwanter stranger, there is no danger. I am here tonight.                                                                                                                           Little child, be not afarid. Though thunder explodes and lightning flash, illuminates, your  tear stained face. I am here tonight. And someday you'll know, that nature is so the same rain that draws you near me, falls on rivers and land and forests and sand. Makes the beautiful world that you see, In the morning. Little child, Be not afraid. The storm clouds mask your beloved moon. And its candlelight beams, Still keep pleasant dreams I am here tonight. Little child, Be not afraid. The wind makes creatures of our trees And the branches to hands They're not real, understand, And I am here tonight. And someday you'll know That nature is so, This same rain that draws you near me, Falls on rivers and land, And forest and sand, Makes the beautiful world that you see, In the morning. For you know, once even I Was a little child And I was afraid, But a gentle someone always came To dry all my tears Trade sweet sleep the fears And to give a kiss goodnight. Well, now I am grown. And these years have show Rain's a part of how life goes. But it's dark and it's late So I'll hold you and wait til your frightened eyes do close And I hope that you'll know That nature is so This same rain that draws you near me, Falls on rivers and land, And forests and sand. Makes the beautiful world that you seeIn the morning. Everything's fine in the morning. The rain will be gone in the morning. But I'll still be here in the morning. 

His words would stutter ever so often, because of the broken sobs and his small vocabulary. He later fell asleep in his mother's now cold arms. Police found them days later, Eren almost a mass of bones and skin. He was despreate to hear his mother's voice....to see her smile, but he couldn't. 

- Flash back ends -

Tears start to mix with the raindrops on his face, as he hurried home. Levi would be gone for a couple of days. Eren knew he would be misirable the whole time Levi would be gone. Eren always feels dread wash over him when Levi was gone, like the kind he felt when his mother died. Maybe because he thought that Levi would be gone forever, like his mother. Eren walked to the bed and laid down on it, hugging Levi's pillow. Levi wasn't there enough for his smell to be buried into it. Eren started to cry. He continued for what felt like forever, until he fell asleep.

Eren woke up facing thge window, looking outside and smiles at the cloudless sky. It reminds him of Levi, when he rarely smiled. He gets up to face another terrible day, without his true love.