Ever since Sunday everything has fallen apart. The person that gave me the ability to feel loved pushed me away and told me that it didn't matter. Ever since Sunday the ones I hold close have seemed to care less and less about me. Ever since Sunday everything's gone wrong and no one is there to pick me back up. Ever since Sunday I haven't eaten the same and I can't take showers because I know I'll do something the could spiral put of control. Ever since Sunday I haven't been the same. I've gotten regular panic attacks and suicidal thoughts. Ever since Sunday I haven't felt anything but pain.
