I have a pain so deep you'll never see.
I locked it away and hid the key.
If I ever really could share it
You wouldn't look at me the same I promise.
I've seen things I shouldn't have to see
But the only one who ever knew it was me.
I faked a smile everyday
For I couldn't stand for you to see me this way
I buried my emotions deep inside my soul
It's this only that keeps me whole
If I ever showed you what's inside
I'd run away fast and quickly hide
No matter where I go these feelings stay inside
All I want to do is close my eyes
It's like a eternal torture that never dies
These voices inside my head
Telling me things I wish had been left unsaid
This pain of living hurts my head
It's like when I get home I take off a mask
Faking happiness is nearly a impossible task
But somehow I manage to get by
Going through everyday about to cry
One day maybe it'll all be okay
But of course that day is not today.
How much blood shall I shed
Before I'm lying on the floor dead?
Will this pain go away?
Maybe tomorrow but not today.
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Life's dark path
PoetryThis book is not consistent story. It contains short story's explaining how my depression has felt personally through relationships, school, in the moment. I jump around a lot and it's not fluent but it's talking about mainly depression but also poe...
