When i was younger

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Once when i was little
I was really happy and completely care free
I used to have friends and i was always smiling
I used to always have a real smile upon my face
I felt like i was on top of the world

I used to play games and never not truly happy.
I used to feel amazing
I felt like a beautiful princess. But eventually things changed.
it's amazing how things change
and how they change so fast

People let you down, lie to your face.
That once happy face now just a lost face replaced by a fake smile.
Replaced by darkened eyes and pale skin
the demons up inside my mind.

Loneliness really hurts.
Its makes you feel completely empty.
You feel like your worthless.
It stops you in your stride. There were nights i cried myself to sleep

I held onto my pillow tight and just cried.
I wished for someone to just be by my side.
I wanted held through the night

Once when i was little
I was happy and completely carefree. Then one day things changed
I started losing that happiness
I started to care, way to much

The countless struggles
Left scars upon my skin.
As I tried to weakly
to battle my deadly demons

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 29, 2020 ⏰

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