My tears run down my cheeks
And my anxiety starts to peak
I start shaking and i don't know why
All I want to do is just cryI just want to be normal again
Like it was, way back then
Four years ago, when I was truly happy
Not like I feel today, gloomy and sappyI feel as if I lost control of my life
Am I ever going to be a wife or mother?
Will I have someone true by my side or die alone?
Will I ever own my own home?These types of questions cross my mind
I think the answers are hard to find
I feel so confused and unsecureThese feelings of unhappiness come and go
Some days are better, I just have to take it slow
Day by day I start all over again
Knowing each day has a end...
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Life's dark path
PoetryThis book is not consistent story. It contains short story's explaining how my depression has felt personally through relationships, school, in the moment. I jump around a lot and it's not fluent but it's talking about mainly depression but also poe...