When I opened my eyes Jungkook was looking down at me and his face was etched with worry. After I drank the water my throat felt much better. I looked around at the room and saw Jungkook's bag, books, and food all strewn across the room.
"Jungkook-ah ha-ve you stayed here overnight?" I asked shocked.
He nodded and his cute bunny smile was contagious.
"I wanted to be here when you woke up Taehyung," he replied.
"Jun-jungko-kook I'm sorry for what I did," I said.
The memories of yesterday came back to me and I felt tears bubbling up.
"Taehyung it was my fault. Jiminie told me the reality of what happened. I was foolish not to listen to what you had to say," he said looking straight into my eyes.
"Don't blame yourself though, if I were in your situation I think I would've done the same thing," I said smiling sheepishly.
We shared a laugh and Jungkook became serious again.
"The doctors told me you fainted from a panic attack," Jungkook started frowning while saying so.
"I don't want to talk about it," I said.
I couldn't meet Jungkook's eyes so I looked out the window instead.
"That's alright," he whispered.
When I looked back at him I saw an emotion pass across his eyes, and immediately connected it with hurt. I took Jungkook's hand in mine and smiled at him. We let go quickly when someone came in the room.
"Mr. Kim your awake!" the doctor exclaimed happily.
"Yes doctor. Please call me Taehyung," I said.
"Jungkook leave us for a moment?" the doctor asked.
He nodded and left. It felt like the warmth in the room disappeared as the door closed behind his sexy ass. Damn that ass. What kind of things could I do to that ass? Ugghh I did not want to get hard inside the hospital.
"So Taehyung let's talk. I want to know what happened to you. Panic attacks don't appear randomly and I hope you understand that. Are you alright?" the doctor asked.
"Yes doctor. It's just my past kinda got up to me. A past I'm not proud of," I said and proceeded to explain a summary of my story.
[Time skip brought to you by Yugyeom kissing BamBam with lipstick on]
"You'll be discharged tomorrow morning," the doctor said
"Doctor I do have school tomorrow. What about tonight?" I asked.
"Hmm. Alright. There are some more tests that need to be conducted so we'll preform those now," the doctor said leaving me.
My head hurt slightly from my flash backs. Jungkook walked back into the room and stood by my bedside.
"When are you getting discharged?" Jungkook asked.
"By tonight," I said smiling at him.
We talked for a bit and Jungkook helped me get up from the bed. He didn't bring up my past and so I didn't either.
[Time skip brought to you by jealous Jaebum staring at Mark and Youngjae]
We finally came home and my stomach rumbled.
"I'm going to make some ramen for us. There's some homework you still have to complete so you can do that" Jungkook said.
While Jungkook cooked food I stared at his strong back and attempted doing Finance.
After finishing all of the textbook work I stood beside Jungkookie.
"Jungkook-ah I'm bored," I said.
I stood behind him wrapping my arms around his torso and brought him into me. He smelled intoxicating and his body was warm in comparison to my cold hands. I started playing with his ear.
"Taehyung-ah I'm trying to concentrate on the food but if you keep doing that I'll end up burning something," Jungkook said.
"I don't want to stop," I said pouting like a child.
He sighed and let me play with his ear.
"Food's done," Jungkook said.
"Want to watch a movie?" I asked.
"Alright. Why don't you choose one for us to watch," Jungkook suggested.
"Gladly Jungkookie," I said.
We ended up watching A Quiet Place. I clung to Jungkook like a child with all the suspense that was happening. It was a scary movie and I found myself snuggling closer and closer to Jungkook. Horror movies are the best excuse to snuggle up with someone you like.
I found solace in his warm arms, something that lacked in my life ever since her. I couldn't trust myself with anyone after her, but with Jungkook all my boundaries were non-existent. He made me feel loved whenever he saw me. He looked so sure of everything and I loved him for being so confident when I was a nervous wreck with emotions all over the place.
I sighed out loud before falling slowly into a deep sleep in warm arms.
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Illegal (vkook/taekook fanfic)
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