We sat on the couch because Taehyung was shaking while he spoke. I snuggled next to him and focused on his words rather than his large erection.
"I was born into a very wealthy family, but I never had a mother. My older siblings, father, and I lived happily until my father married again when I was in high school," Taehyung said.
"If you don't mind me asking what happened to your mother?" I asked.
"She left after I was born. I don't really know anything other than that, because I never asked my father about her," Taehyung said.
"Oh. I had no idea Taehyungie," I said.
"That's alright. The story gets much worse thought so brace yourself," Taehyung said.
He gave me the saddest smile and it struck my heart.
"I hit puberty around the time my step-mother settled in with us. Weird things happened to me when I was in that stage and I had quite a few sexual desires. One day my step-mother popped in my room when I was jerking off. I didn't notice her until she approached me and f-forced herself onto me and she started r-raping me ever s-since th-en," Taehyung said breaking into tears.
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I hugged him and pressed soft kisses to Taehyung's cheeks to erase the tears which painted his beautiful face. I whispered sweet nothings into his ears and brought him closer to me.
"Taehyungie the past is the past. Don't worry about it baby," I said soothingly.
"Every time anyone touches me I remember her disgusting hands burning me and I flinch away. She messed up my emotions and I detested her greatly, because every time I wanted to tell my father she clung to him like the whore she was," Taehyung said.
I brought a water bottle and helped Taehyung calm down and dry his tears.
"I'm sorry for sharing my depressing past," Taehyung said.
I gripped his face and brought him to look at me in the eye.
"Don't be sorry I've wanted to know for a while now and I thank you so much for sharing it with me. It must be difficult to share something like that," I said.
He nodded and smiled a bit.
"Your the second person I've shared my past with. The other person was Park Bo Gum hyung who attended the same high school as me. My step-mother was kicked out when she was caught in the act of raping me. Hyung and I set it up and told our father to come home early to see what was going on," Taehyung told me.
When he explained what Park Bo Gum hyung and him did he had a look of admiration in his eyes. I was jealous that I wasn't there, but thankful for hyung who helped Taehyung overcome that whore.
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"Although I occasionally see her in my nightmares I've forgotten her, but whenever someone touches me all my fear comes back to me in that moment and I-I flinch," Taehyung said.
"You don't need to explain anymore Taehyungie," I said.
I brought him closer to me and Tae nuzzled his head in the crook of my neck. He wrapped his legs around my waist from the side so he straddled the right side of my waist.
"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked.
I held my breath as Taehyung slowly removed his head from my neck and looked into my eyes.
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"Are you serious?" he whispered.
I nodded my head too nervous to say anything.
"Of course!" Taehyung yelled happily.
He brought his lips to mine and we shared a long kiss. When we broke apart Taehyung leaned his forehead against mine.
"Can you please sleep with me tonight?" Tae asked.
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"You mean have sex or actually sleep?" I teased.
Taehyung blushed and hid his face with his arms.
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He yelped when I suddenly picked him up. My hands held onto his round ass as I walked us into my room. I kissed Taehyung and put him down on my bed.
"I hope you understand that I was joking before," I said before climbing into bed with Tae.
"Yea, but just because I was sexually assaulted doesn't mean that I don't want to have sex with you. Maybe not right now though," Taehyung said.
"For a cute guy the dirty words that come out of your sinful mouth catch me by surprise all the time," I said laughing.
"I like being blunt with those I'm comfortable with," Taehyung smiled.
We cuddled and slept peacefully like two entwined souls.
In the morning I felt Taehyung's warm breath on my cheek. He shifted and his legs were straddling my body, and that was when I felt his erection pushing against my leg. I knew he was not having innocent thoughts when he started grinding his hips against my leg and moaned.
"Fuck Taehyung you're killing my self control," I whispered into thin air.
I slowly disentangled our bodies and got up to shower and get rid of the erection I was sporting. If I couldn't control my lust for Taehyung then holding off sex was going to be harder than I thought.
