Taehyung and I had been going on many more date recently. He's been the light on the dark world I was forced into during high school. I forgot about the painful memories that haunted me occasionally because Taehyung conquered my mind.
This relationship was never about sex. That was what I initially thought it would become, but after Taehyung shared his past with me I didn't want to use him like that. We went through the same thing, but I haven't shared my past with him. Yet.
"Taehyungie would should I make for us today?" I asked.
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We came to the grocery store to buy some goods to fill our fridge.
"Since you like pizza we should make that" Taehyung said.
"Oh! Sine you like Japchae I 'll make that too," I said.
We nodded in approval and causally walked around the store until we had everything we needed. At the cash register my heart dropped and I clenched my hand into a fist.
"Jungkook? Is that you?" someone familiar came up to us.
My maths teacher swayed her hips over to us and gave me a hug that sent bugs crawling all over my body.
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"Taehyung let's go," I said pushing her off of me.
"Aww I thought you'd spend some more time with your favorite teacher," she cooed.
"I'd rather not," I spat out.
"I think we both had good workouts during extra help don't you think?" she asked.
"If you consider raping others' a workout then you aren't sane," I said taking Taehyung's hand.
"Who's this? Another man whore you found yourself?" she asked.
"Are you referring to yourself as a slut?" I said.
"I won't deny my wandering eye" she said laughing.
"Please get the fuck out of my life bitch. Have you learned nothing in jail?" I asked.
"Your lucky we're in public Jungkookie," she hissed.
"You wouldn't have been able to put your slutty fingers on me again even if we weren't in public," I said.
I dragged Taehyung to another lane and thankfully she let us go. When we exited the grocery store Taehyung spoke to me.
"What happened there?" he asked.
I sighed in frustration. I wanted to share my past with him but I wasn't ready yet. Well here goes nothing.
"She was my math teacher when I was in high school. That fucking pedophile raped me again and again until we were caught one day. I didn't know how to defend myself and I was scared out of my mind at the thought of confessing to my principal. She was sent to jail and I guess she came out recently," I said.
"I didn't know we went through the same thing," Tae whispered.
I nodded. Tae looked at me and his eyes weren't filled with disgust. For the first time someone readily accepted my past without judging me and I felt happy.
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As we were making Japchae and pizza I felt something different with Taehyung. He was truly my comfort and it felt as if I could share anything with him.
"Thanks for everything you've done for me Tae. Your truly the first person I've been able to be myself with," I shared.
"Really? What about you parents?" he asked.
"They only supported me financially. After they knew that I wasn't "normal" or straight they stopped talking to me. I never really felt loved" I sighed.
Taehyung looked into my eyes and hugged me. We kissed and I was surprised when he started grinding against me.
"I want you to feel loved Jungkook. You've been pulling me out of my dark past ever since I've shared my experiences with you, and I want to give you something in return," Taehyung said.
He slowly lowered himself down until he was at eye level with my throbbing erection. He pulled down the sweatpants and boxers that I was wearing and took hold of my cock. Tae licked off my pre-cum and slowly took me into his mouth. His eyes looked up to me and they shone with happiness and lust.
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(Basically how he looks right now, expect kneeling on the floor)
My self control broke and I quickly grabbed his hair and lead him up and down my length.
"Fuck," I moaned out.
My dick hit the base of Taehyung's throat and he let out a moan. It went right up my cock and into my balls as the vibrations squeezed his hold on me.
"Taehyung," I gasped.
His long fingers explored underneath my shirt and slid across my abdomen. I increased the pace and continued face fucking Taehyung until an eerie but familiar feeling pooled across my stomach.
"Tae I'm about to come," I said.
He moaned again and I was done for. Tremors passed through me as I came into Tae's sinful and hot mouth. When it passed I brought Taehyung back up to me and kissed his lips. The taste of me still lingered on his tongue and I took pleasure in the fact that I officially made my mark on his mouth.
"Taehyung I hope you understand that this isn't just about sex anymore. This is what I call making love," I said bringing him into me.
"I feel the same way Jungkook," Taehyung shared.
We slept peacefully that night and in the morning I discovered a silent dorm room. All of Taehyung's possessions were gone and the house was swept clean. I was left to my thoughts, memories of my boy- ex boyfriend, and the deep hurt and anger that came over me when I thought about his leave.
