My Life In Months [EDITING]

The Letter

Sunshine,

By the time you're reading this, that means I'm no longer with you. I know I'm not perfect, i never was. But with you i felt complete and absolute in my entirety. Ever since my diagnosis, i knew my life was going to change, i thought that I'd lived the remainder of my days staring down the end of the shotgun barrel waiting for my life to end but little did i know I'd spent most of my last days with a broad smile on my face. I know it's a difficult time for you right now and i hate the fact that I'm not there to comfort you, hold you and give you a shoulder to cry on. But remember, even though I'm not there in the physical, i give you my words to read through. I've often found myself wondering 'what is a beautiful life without a beautiful end?' And i found my answer in you! Inside this box you'll find my journal, it's a record of my thoughts in life. It starts the day i met you because i never truly lived until i met you! Ironic,huh? I never truly started living until i found out that i was dying. Lol. Maybe by the end of the journal you would've found the closure I've feared we might never have. I want you to fight, with everything you've got. FIGHT! I don't know if this might be enough to get you through this difficult time, but i want you to know this for a fact...

I love you.

Yours in eternity,

Nas.