Sanders Sides One Shots

[86] Reformatting

Original: May 19, 2018

July 11, 2018
Logan angst.
TW: Somehow character death

Logan never knew how it felt like to have emotions for someone. He never knew how it ever felt like having emotions for himself in the first place. Having emotions terrified Logan, it was a forsaken thing for someone as logical as him.

Yes, he did have the basic emotions: happiness, sadness, anger, and excitement. Deeper emotions were the ones that confused him.

Ask Patton? Heavens no! He'd have a fit if he knew that Logan would have emotions. Roman? That guy has the intellect of a fish. Virgil? No way!

Besides, he could never ask Thomas. All of them would know. They were the reason why he was feeling this way. Logan didn't like it one bit.

He was breaking the rules of the Mind. He was slowly breaking it.

And he had no clue.

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They were all filming the new Sander Sides video when Logan felt a pang of pain hit him. Of course, he himself did not notice it because he tried not to notice it.

Sadly, the others didn't.

"Logan? What's happening to your body?!" Patton cried out, making the others notice. Logan looked down and saw that there were binary numbers crawling up his skin, making it all go static.

It was time for him to go.

"Everyone, goodbye," Logan said, looking down as the numbers moved faster and faster. It seemed that the more emotions he felt the faster he would disappear.

"Logan, there has to be a way to save you!" Roman said, looking panicked. Roman knew what was happening, all of them knew except for Thomas.

"Guys, what the hell is happening to Logan?" Thomas asked.

"I'm... reformatting," Logan said, his voice going static as well. "I'm reformatting to a new kind of Logic. The one before you is now corrupted."

"Oh, Logan... I knew I should've told you to keep your distance," Virgil muttered.

"Virgil, you know what's happening to him?!" Patton asked. Suddenly, a video shone from Logan's eyes. It was his last words.

Each side had this, they would always prepare something to send to their hosts whenever they would reform.

"Greetings, everyone. If you see this, well... consider me dead. The reason I would most likely to reform is that I... felt something."

Roman gasped. "You mean..."

"I felt emotions. Emotions that... I cannot understand and cannot be computed. I hate it..."

The Logan before them was crying, but as soon as they came out of his eyes, it became the numbers that formed him know.

"I hate these emotions that... made me be who I am... I'm sorry, Thomas. I failed you.."

"You didn't, Logan," Thomas whispered. "You did your best..."

"The three of you..."

For the first time, they all saw a genuine smile on Logan's stoic face. Tears streaked out of his once so stoic face. It shone all emotion that Logan had on his first day.

Confusion, fear, happiness...

Love.

"I love you three, so much."

The body of Logan left, leaving a blue vial on the floor.

Logic "Logan" Sanders - FAILED DUE TO FEELING EMOTIONS