I've been wanting to find that something or someone to fix my sadness you may call it. I was wrong in doing that. Spending so much time wanting to find something is a big waste of time. That thing or someone you're trying to find will expose it self rarely and you have to be so attentive so you can get the opportunity to actually get it. You're the one that has to see it to get it. It won't come to you, but it will give you a chance to see its true colors so you can try to achieve it. It did its part now will do yours? Spending so much time thinking about life can be really exhausting. Especially since school, family problems and people are also a constant reminder that you don't get to have it easy. There's a cure for all of this. Well of course you're going to still have problems but whatever Is your own specific cure will make those problems irrelevant. They won't affect you as much. You're probably wondering what cure is this girl talking about. Well we own have our own cure it either can be finally having comfort in your self or finding your self. Some say love is the cure but to me love is like a little detail to the actual cure. Love makes you happy, yes. Having a person that truly loves you is amazing but by that person loving you, you start to realize that you have to be this extraordinary human for someone like that special someone to love you that much. That being done is actually finding out that you're worth it, that you're amazing. So that's the real care package. You start loving yourself, and love is another present you get. Get it?
