nobody got it. Im a Calum girl! next chance to get a dedication at the bottom!
June
and then, all of a sudden, my dreams became nightmares.
-Calum
"Calum, please." my mother begged me.
"I don't want to go out." I mutter, thinking of how many people know my face and are bound to ask questions.
"Please, it's just to the grocery store." she begs and I sigh, crossing my arms over my chest and I know she knows she won. "Take a shower, you smell, and get dressed. It's a little chilly so dress warm." she says giddily and rushes out of my room. I let out a huff and climb to my feet and go to my closet, picking a random jumoer and a pair of jeans before going to the bathroom. I start up the shower and looked at the jumper I picked out and realized it was the one Michael had bought me for my birthday with Winnie the Pooh who was sad because his honey spilled and Piglet was comforting him. Wow, sad day.
I quickly take a shower and get dressed, go downstairs and wait for my mum.
"Ready?" she asks walking up and I nod so we go to the car. We sit in silence as we drive, my mother tapping her fingers on the steering wheel to the beat of the song when she suddenly spoke.
"Can I see your arms?" she asks slowly and I sigh.
"Mum." ever since the hospital, I can't even look at them. That's why I cut somewhere else now.
"Please Calum." she says and I sigh in defeat as we pull up in the parking lot and park. I roll up my sleeves to show her, but I look away. I roll them down quickly, and look at her. She's got a smile on her face and I can't help but feel the guilt rise up in my stomach and up my throat like bile. "I'm proud of you." she says and I only nod and exit the vehicle without another word.
Once in the store, I'm pushing the cart and my mother is retrieving all of our necessities. "Calum, be a dear and retrieve the milk from the dairy section." she says and I nod, going off by myself.
"Calum?" someone says behind me, "Calum Hood?" they reoeat and my heart deflates as I turn around to what most likely is a fan.
"Hey." I say, forcing a smile.
"Oh my god!!" she squeals loudly and I'm almost positive I've busted an ear drum.
"Can I get a picture?" she asks and I nod slowly, maybe she doesn't know I've been replaced. I smile with her for the picture and she puts the phone away.
"Have you been to a 5sauce concert lately?" she ask and I shake my head slowly. "Well, watch the latest one in Burmingham. They were better with you! Bye Calum!" she shouts and runs away just as I become swarmed with fans. I shoot that girl daggers and begin signing things and taking pictures. This is so weird. I never thought that they'd still want my picture and things like that.
In the end, my mother was waiting for me behind the last girl who got a lucky picture with me holding milk.
"Sorry." I tell my mother but she shrugs happily.
"And you thought they hated you." she sings and walks away with me following her. For the rest of the time we are at the store I cant get what the first girl said to me out of my head. What happened in Burmingham?
We finally got home and I rushed to my laptop to look up the video from the concert of last night. It was hard to hear what they were saying exactly, but I could tell it was before the concert started and somehow a fan had gotten in the stadium amd was listening to their conversations.
"Ryan will you shut the fuck up!" Michaek shouted angrily. Woah, that's weird to hear Michael angrily. You could hear mutters of what sounded like agreement as an unfamiliar voice spoke.
"I was just making sure they have it all set up!" it spat back.
"Of course they do, it's their job to make you sound like you can actually sing!" Michael snarled and my mouth dropped open. They replaced me with someone who lip sinks?!
I look at the comments and most of them are saying;
"Calum needs to come back!"
"Agreed!^^^^"
"I knew there was something fishy about him!" my heart began pounding as I clicked on another video. Michael was the first one to speak before they began playing their next song.
"This next one's for Calum, I miss you buddy." he says and they begin to play Lost Boy. I click on yet another video called, "reasons why Ryan should not be in 5sos." he doesn't even play guitar! Wow.
I can't help but feel a sense of pride towards my fans. I could get back in this.
a/n: omg i ggot blood in my favorite jumper sad day :( anyway heyy the updates on these are probably going to be short but the shorter the faster so I may have one close to every day for you.
anyway new question.
What sport do I play?
ive said it before in one of my stories I think so this might be easier.
First one to guess right gets a dedication!
