The Fall (Madness)

Ch.7 - The Sunrise

Cameron's P.O.V

I ran towards the door.

I was going crazy.

Once, my parents... now her !

I thought she would understand me.   Fuck!

*FlashBackS*

-Hey Cam! You should try this new goods. 

-Maybe next time man ! - i said as politely i could

-Try it ! - he pushed me to the wall - NOW! 

Reminder to myself : Do Not Ever Say 'NO' to Troye. Bastard.

Why do i even hang out with them?... oh wait! Right... No one cares about me!

I lighted the cigare. All sudden  everything went blurry.

' What was this ?' - i thought with myself shaking my head

-Nice! Nice!- Troye said smirking.

After me, everyone lighted they cigarette . I hated doing this... especially when she sees me. 

' I had to not talk to her, or Troye would... ' I shaked that thought off my mind. I would kill him.

-Oh look who's there! - some dude said

-That baby from yesterday! Tasty right ?- Troye said and they all started laughing like a group of maniac. 

My eyes went to her, praying she would go away. 

But No!.. No!

She was heading to us!

No! No! No !

' Damn it ! She's so stubborn! ' - my mind went crazy .

When she started talking... i wish i was deaf. 

I was speechless. 

What the hell should i do now ... ? 

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'Just a sweetheart i met, isn't she pretty ? '

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Just a sweetheart i met , isn't she pretty 

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Just a swetheart i met

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Just a sweetheart i met

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a sweetheart 

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a sweetheart 

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*Present*

'Damn it! Damn it! ' -i said punching the wall hardly.

I fell on the ground. I was defeated !

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My Heart Want To Come Home... i wish i was beside you

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Alone... in a croner of my room.

Her face... her tears ... my heart is too weak for that.

I'm not strong enough ... i admit it  , i'm not fine

Is She Fine ?

Tears rolling on my face... The top of my t-shirt wet ... In this dead silence.. My sobs And The Memories .

I'm not fine at all... i wished this was just some nightmare... i wished her tears were gone... i wished her pain didn't exist ... i wished this ... this whole lie would end. 

I wished i could wake up with amnesia. All the pain, all the tears ... would disappear.

What was i doing ? Keeping her away would create only distance... this distance .

'I want her. I don't want to lose her . She's my only home '

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'... wait '

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' ... i have a home' - the thought of it made me smile in the middle of the disaster.

Her smile reminded me the only home i had... had.

'I'm not gonna lose this time' - i sad and got up.

Bella's P.O.V

' Did he won ?

Was it just a lie ?

Is this over ?

Is he laughing now ?

is he happy ?... '

' But why did he came back ? ' - i started thinking clearly after drying my tears 

Was it really over ?... but what if ?

Did I Have The Courage To Leave With ' WHAT IF... ' 

I got up and picked up my phone. 

'You're so gonna regret this ' - my mind said

'Well... i don't really care right now.. '