the note (JAEGAN)

chapter 2

Jay

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(justin pretty much has the same thing as raegan except no ring. but he does get his blades)

"what the fuck?" i shout as i drop the box of old memories.

i start to tear up when i hear my phone ringing. i go over to my bed and pick it up.

Incoming FaceTime from Daddy Fingles 😰💦

i laugh at the silly name i put in as his contact before answering the call. "sup bitchhh." i yell as i see his face.

"has the same thing happened to you?" he looks at me with a nervous expression. i'm confused at first but then i realize he's talking about the notes.

"the....notes?" i ask.

"yes." he blankly replies.

"oof!! what did you get?" i ask excitedly.

"uhh.." he rubs the back of his neck nervously.

"raegan alexander fingles beast." i say and he looks at me with his eye brows raised. i only call him that when i'm actually serious about something.

"ugh...well-um...i uh...i got..."

"just spit it out rat!" i laugh

"i got my blades back!" he yells.

"oh...uh...me too..." i look down and start tearing up again.

"jay it's okay...we can get through this together.." i love when he calls me jay. it makes me so happy.

i wipe my eyes and look up at him. "yeah..uh. wanna come over?" we always go to my house to hang out and since no ones here and i guess my family is gone, he can pretty much live with me. i'm upset about my family but raegans more important. my family never accepted me. (i know this isn't true it's for the story 🤪)

my twin didn't transition with me and my dad beat me because he thought he could beat the gay and tranny out of me..clearly it didn't work. my mom just straight up hated me so we never talked.

"jaygay?" i hear and look up.

"beastly?" i ask back, teasing. i know that nickname turns him on.

"justin drew blake." he looks at me and bites his lip a little bit.

"hmm?" i hum and laugh a little bit.

"asshole. but yes i wanna hang out."

"k come on homo lord!" i shout. he laughs and hangs up.

Raegay

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i start getting my stuff...even my blades...all six of them...i just...i can't get rid of them but i hate having them.. i sigh and shove them in the box and put the box in my backpack. i put the picture of us in my bag and everything else i need to stay at jays for a while and i walk downstairs, out the door, and i lock it and go over to my car. i unlock it and get in. i start it and start driving to justin's.

a few minutes pass when my phone rings.

Incoming Call From Jay The Fag 👅💦

i answer and put my phone on speaker.

"beastly..please hurry.." he was sounding out of breath. i clench my teeth together and shake my head.

"i'm almost there Jay." i say.

"mm..o-okay.." he slightly moans? uh...okkkaaaaayyy?

"what's wrong jay?"

"ahh fuck!!" he screams, sounding..pleasured? wtf justin?

"what the hell?" i ask.

"n-nothing." he hangs up. that was weird.

i finally get there after so much traffic and i get out of my car, grab my stuff, lock my car, and go up to justin's front door. i don't even knock i just open the door and go in.

"jay?" i ask, yelling into his seemingly empty house.
i hear my song playing in the background. "No 2 Love" and i hear moaning? oh fucking hell. is that justin? i feel my pants get tighter and i look down to my "area?" and i see my penis bulging through my pants. i curse under my breath at what his simple moans can do to me...

FUCK...

i have a fucking GIRLFRIEND! why the hell am i feeling like this for my BEST FRIEND!?

i start walking back to his room and i see his door opened slightly and i look inside. i see him...doing something....

(use your imagination ya nasties)

ok fuck...i knock on his bedroom door and he jumps up and pulls his pants over himself and zips them, not bothering to button them. he turns the music off and runs over to me. he opens the door all the way and looks flushed. i sigh and laugh.

"not the worst thing i've seen from you." i whisper in his ear. he chuckles a bit and steps aside so i can come in. i walk in and take my shoes off. i set my bag down and lay on his bed.

"hard?"

i sit up immediately and grab his pillow putting it across my crotch area.

"wh-what?" i ask frantic.

"your dick..it's hard." he says so nonchalantly.

"uh..yeah...." i kind of trail off as i feel my face heat up from embarrassment.

"it's ok..call Chloe. she can come over." he looks at me and then gestures to the guest bedroom.

but i don't want her!! i want you..

he looks at me as if i had just killed his child.

"what...?" i ask

"y-you don't want her to come over?" he looks at me confused

fuck did i say that out loud?!

"no." i say quietly.

he starts walking over to the bed and he climbs on top of me and puts his full weight on me. i quite literally let out a little 'oof' sound. i lay down and hold his small body, his head on my shoulder and his legs on each side of my stomach.

i'm not sure how long we lied there just holding each other, but eventually we both fell asleep.

yeet