the note (JAEGAN)

chapter 12

Beasty

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September 10th, 2016.

mine and chloe's 8 month, and tyler and jays 5 month. i cant believe we started dating on the same day. and i'm cheating on chloe right now. i've missed his lips, it's been a month or two since we last hooked up..he climbs over to my lap and straddles me. he slides his tongue across my bottom lip, asking for entrance. i gladly accept and our tongues dance together.

"i *kiss* love *kiss* you *kiss*" i say.

"i love *kiss* you too."

SEXUAL WARNING

i put my hands on his ass and grip. he goes down to my neck, kissing me but not leaving hickeys because he knows i'm with Chloe and she'll freak out. he takes off my shirt and kisses around my chest. he gets off my lap and sits in front of the couch my by legs and starts unbuttoning my pants.

he gets them undone and pulls my dick out of my boxers. i look down at him as he places his lips around me. i moan and grab his hair.

he deep throats me and puts his hand on the part of me that doesn't fit in his mouth. i moan again and pull his hair. he hums against mi dick, sending vibrations through my body.

he bobs his head up and down, using his hand to jerk the rest of me off.

"g-god justin.." i moan.

he takes his mouth off of me and starts to jack me off with only his hand. i groan loudly. he puts his mouth back and sucks on only my tip. he swirls his tongue around me.

"god baby boy..." i moan loudly. he sucks harder and bobs his head faster. god he's gotten good at this... way better than chloe..

"i-i'm close.." i warm him.

he bobs slower now, teasing me. i put my hand on the back of his head and push down slightly, making him gag, and finally, i cum in his mouth. he pulls away from me and looks up into mi eyes. he smiles that little innocent smile of his that makes me want to just fuck him until he can't walk.

wait. wtf where did that come from...

"you've gotten so good baby.." i say to him.

he blushes and gets back on the couch. i pull my boxers over my dick and pull my pants up, buttoning them and zipping them. then i put my shirt back on. i'm still breathing heavily as i turn Coraline on.

yes, coraline. it's amazing. i look over to justin and smirk. he looks back at me and scrunches up his nose. i laugh and we watch coraline.

a few hours later ¿

"chloe texted me a few minutes ago to ask if she can come over and i said yes so she's on her way." i say to justin.

"ok. ima text tyler." he leans in and softly kisses me. i kiss back and smile as he pulls away and goes upstairs. i've been sleeping in the guest bedroom because tyler's been over sleeping with jay and chloe's been over sleeping with me (in the same bed ya nasties)

i hear the door bell ring and i get up to answer the door. i see chloe standing there. "happy eight month babygirl." i lean in and kiss her.

"same to you babe." she kisses back. we walk over to the couch and she sits on my lap, straddling me. we start making out.

the next day i guess bc i'm lazy

i wake up and look over to see chloe shirtless. i smirk to myself as i lean over to her and kiss her chest. i start leaving hickeys on her neck until she finally wakes up.

"mm baby. good morning." she says.

"hi beautiful." i say and kiss her. she pushes me back and gets on my lap, still kissing me.

since i haven't yet ima describe chloe. she has long black hair, tan skin, hazel eyes, she's taller than justin but still shorter than raegan, and she has perfect straight teeth.

Jay

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i wake up to an empty bed. tyler went home early last night, he didn't want to stay. he said he had stuff to do with his brother but i don't care what he does anymore. i look around and see he left his phone. i pick it up and see a few text messages that stand out.

iMessage from Liam 💘🤧: bby come over..i want to feel you inside of me
iMessage from Liam 💘🤧: come on babe i know you're with Justin but i'm sooo much better than him, you know that from yesterday 😉
iMessage from Liam 💘🤧: thanks for that. see you later 😉

with tears in my eyes i throw his phone down and run out of my bedroom. i hear the front door close and i run downstairs. i see raegan about to walk back into what's became his room.

"r-raegan.." my voice cracks as tears stream down my face.

he turns to me and i run into his arms, embracing him. i cry into his chest as he tries to calm me down. i start having a panic attack. raegan sits me down on the ground and grabs my face, forcing me to look at him.

"justin what happened?"

"h-he's ch-cheating on me!" i yell through my tears.

"what the fuck?" he says, disgusted.

"i- i was looking at hi-his phone..because h-he left it h-here an-and i saw someone text h-him." i say. raegan goes upstairs and comes back down with tyler's phone in his hand.

"what the fuck?" he says. then there's a knock at the door. he gets up and walks over to the door. he opens it.

"is justin home? i left my phone here and-" i get up and walk over to the door, pushing raegan away.

"why'd you leave yesterday?" i ask.

"i told you i had to go do stuff with my brother."

"see that's where you're wrong. that's what you SAID but is that what you meant?"

"w-well yeah."

"you might as well tell the truth about Liam tyler." i feel tears sting my eyes.

"i-i don't know what you mean." he starts getting nervous.

"you sure?" i ask sarcastically.

"i-i've been cheating on you."

"yeah i know." i throw his phone at him.

"we're done." i slam the door. i walk over to rae and break down again in his arms. i don't know why i'm crying, i just feel so stupid. he's made so many excuses for why he's had to leave and i just believed them all.

raegan and i walk over to the couch and he sits down, i just continue to cuddle his torso.

i eventually end up straddling his waist but still laying on him. i sit up and look at him.

he smiles at me weakly. i grab his arm where he cut himself months back. i pull up his sleeve and kiss his scars. he gets red and pulls his arm away from me.

"i-i love you so much raegan. like you have no idea how much you mean to me." i start crying again.

"i love you too." he pulls me back down to hug him again and i wrap my arms around him.  

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