Unconditional Love (book 1)

The FlashBack

August Alsina (Again!)

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"I'm so sorry Nicki for everything I have done, I know there are not enough sorries in the world but I just hope you forgive me for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I truly, sincerely am sorry." Is what I wanted to say when I saw her again, but like many other times I blew it. I got up and went to the bathroom, did my morning routine and went downstairs and decided to eat at McDonald's, I got my keys, phone, wallet, locked the door, and went outside into my car to go to McDonald's. (Btw, August is wearing a black hoodie with "I'm So Fly" in red on it, some jeans, and black and red jordans. Also just to let you know I'm not that good with outfits.)

When I got to McDonald's I got a bacon, egg, and cheese on a croissant, and a coffee, I was so hungry I ate that thing so fast you would think I just swallowed with out chewing, it was crazy, and I think I feel sick because I ate it that fast, but I'm so focused on finding Nicki, I don't have time to worry about that. I got up and walked to my car got in and started thinking about what I did to Nicki.

(FlashBack)

I just got to Nicki house after she said she needed to talk. I knocked on the door and as soon as she opened that door I knew what ever she had to tell me, she was scared to. She invited me in and walked me to her room, I sat on her bed as she began to speak.

Nicki: "A-August?"She said, scared out of her mind.

Me: " Yes, baby girl?"I said, worried about what it was she had to tell me.

Nicki: " I love you."She said.

Me: " I love you too." I said

Nicki: "I'm glad you said that because I'm afraid after this you won't love me anymore." She said sadly.

Me: "whatever it is it can't make me stop loving you." I said nervous about what she about to tell me.

Nicki: " Good because I'm p-pr-pregnant." She said. After she said that my eyes widened and everything around me went black, everything I'm about to say I don't really mean.

Me: " Who's the baby daddy?" I asked.

Nicki: " Wh-what do you mean?" she asked with tears in her eyes.

Me: " I'm not the baby daddy." I said. She seemed to not understand me, let me say it a little louder.

Me: "I'm not and never will be that baby's father you was probably cheating on me any way. SO LEAVE MY HOUSE AND LEAVE MY LIFE!! Every thing I got you, leave here everything I didn't you can take!"She stood there tears streaming down her face not moving at all.

Me: " I SAID GET OUT!!" I yelled. At this point I didn't have any control over myself, I have really bad anger issues. She took all the stuff I didn't buy her and left.

(End of FlashBack)

I got home set my things down then sat on my couch and cried thinking about that. I didn't mean anything I said, it was just my anger.

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A/N: And that's a rap tell me how you like this chapter and I'm sorry for not updating lately, I have been visiting my mom and lil brother for the summer. also vote comment follow and don't forget to SPREAD THE PEACE MINDLESS CRAZIES!! Also I'm so mad I accidentally deleted this chapter so I had to wright it again!