joeys pov;
never stopped
never stopped
never stopped what?
loving me?
hating me?
it's eating me up inside but i can't even ask her any more questions. she blocked me from all the accounts.
it's now six am. it's thalia's and mine anniversary is today and i'm here thinking about my ex who lied to me, cheated, and could've or could not have been pregnant with my baby.
great.
suddenly, my phone dinged, and i got scared getting only one hour of sleep. but thalia texted me and for some reason, i felt guilty.
i was still lingering onto the past, and it was haunting me. it was eating me up inside and i can't share my feelings with anyone. maybe char, but at the same time no. he won't understand; it'll all just be a big joke to him.
thalia will get mad probably; i would to.
i'm just so confused and conflicted that i'm stressing out. and on top of all that, thalia's mom and her own problems put me in an even worse position.
i decide to finally read the text.
thals💘🤩💍:
i'm so sorry but i'm not
coming to school today.
i cant.
but happy anniversary.
i love you with my entire
heart. and ill give you your
gift later. i'm so sorry i'm
skipping today, but it's needed.
i'm so stressed with everything
that's been going on.
but i love you and i'll still
go to our date tonight.
now i felt guilty. here i was, thinking about my ex girlfriend all night when my actual girlfriend was in her room crying all night probably.
what a boyfriend i am.
i decided to text her back.
joey🤩👼🏼:
baby i'll come over. it's fine.
and i love you too and i'm
sorry i haven't been there for
you recently.
let me make it up to you.
please.
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now i'm walking to my girlfriends house, thinking about my ex girlfriend.
how fucked up am i.
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HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY YALL!
i'm going shopping today so i might not be active but i decided to write a chapter before hand 💛
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