joeys pov;
i felt sick to my stomach.
my head was throbbing and my legs were shaking.
"c-char?" i asked bree, praying it was a joke.
"yes. bye."
and like that the line went dead.
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i just sat in the bathroom for the next thirty minutes thinking about how the baby wasn't even mine.
thalia called; saying she was getting clothes for herself and johnny but i couldn't think about anything else but the baby and how it was my best friends.
my best friend slept with my god damn girlfriend.
and she was carrying his baby.
the same guy who is here right now, confronting my mom, slept with my girlfriend.
one of the only people i trust in this goddamn world.
i don't even know what to feel.
i felt angry; he was my best fucking friend.
i feel betrayed.
i feel lonely in a way.
i'm just a sixteen year old boy, trying to get through high school; but nothing ever goes my way. i have one of the best girls ever as my girlfriend and i keep thinking about the past.
keep thinking about how much i screwed up everything.
my sister is in the hospital because of my mistakes.
i feel like crap because my best friend slept with my ex girlfriend, but that's my fault because i had no clue.
how dumb can you be joey?
by now, i was siting on the dirty tile floor against the wall just crying.
i just want someone to hear me out.
someone to say 'joey im here for you'
just for someone to listen to me and realize what the actual fuck in going through.
but sometimes,
even the loudest cries make no sound.
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jeez this was a depressing chapter um
next chapter is GOOD SHSJJS I CANT WAIT TO POST IT
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