21 - Crushed Down

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Okay guys, let's pretend that Will You Be Alright? (By BEAST/HIGHLIGHT) is Jin's unofficial solo song for WINGS album. Since I'm a huge fan of HL so yeah let's do it. Somehow, for me the lyrics of Will You Be Alright? Is almost or should I say... portrayed Jin? What I mean is, the lyrics portrayed Jin's feeling.

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No, there's nothing up there. No stars and no moon. Just a plain black sky.

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The process of writing a song is not easy at all. Its the truth. It is not easy at all, for about a month or more Jin is still couldn't make the lyrics sounds right.

He couldn't make the lyrics sounds perfect. What amazed him the most is, how Yoongi, Hoseok and Namjoon write their lyrics in short amount of time. And with the short amount of time, their lyrics are all perfects and beautiful.

Beautiful in their own ways. The way they express their feeling on their own songs is always beautiful.

Jin however still didn't complete his task to write the lyrics for his own solo song. It's not like he didn't do it at all, he did it, he finished it but the lyrics sounds terrible.

Too dark even. If someone ask him about his song, he could only reply that he is just about ten percent or a little bit more through the song. It's a lie. A lie in fact. He already finished it but it doesn't come out perfectly. Everything is lacking.

Not only Jin himself is stress about the upcoming comeback, all the members do stress too. They're the same after all.

Everyone is given a task to do it themselves so there's no excuse to everyone. It's fair. Jin don't even know how many times he changed the lyrics but still the lyrics just doesn't feel right.

Everything he wrote, the lyrics always came out being so dark. He, himself didn't even know how he wrote that lyrics. He feel lost. Almost drowning in his mind.

He couldn't even count by his fingers, how many times his lyrics have been rejected but still, he didn't give up. Why would he do that? The members didn't give up so why would he give up?

So, Jin makes up his mind to get some help from Yoongi, Namjoon or Hoseok.

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While everyone is busy doing god-know-what things at whatever they're at, Jin stay at their dorm, in his shared room.

He stares deeply on his laptop screen with nothing on his head. Deep into staring, his phone rang. A notification from his manager. It turned out that he got a dance practice.

The dance practice for their upcoming comeback; Blood, Sweat and Tears. They already finished recording the title track, just a few more tracks to finished including Jin's solo song.

To be honest, Jin feel a little bit down by the line distribution. Again. But he always believe in 'next time' so he brush the feeling off.

Not just him that got the practice but others too. He just forgot about it. Soon, he grabs his car keys and walks out from the dorm to his car.

When he arrived at the practice room, everyone is there. The dance practice is starting in about ten minutes so, all of them take their own place and start warming up individually.

Jin takes off his jacket and put it on the table at the corner of the practice room then start warming up. Later the dance practice start.

About an hour through the dance practice, everyone is showering by their own sweats. They're still dancing when the door of the practice room is open. Someone come in.

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